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dev || 30 || poc and bi as hell || professional baker || hobby writer

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dev's navigation {hello and welcome!}

dev / pen || 30's || she / they || cat mom || mobility impaired || undergrad student || pastry goddess || pedro lover

i am an adult, writing about adult things even if there is no smut content (there is, don't worry) so my blog and little corner of the internet is strictly 18+ || angst royalty

current wips:

stages of devotion {younger! joel miller x baker! reader}

services requested {older! joel miller x sugar momma! reader} *NEW 06/23

acute adoration {jack abbot x f! reader}

finding your place {din djarin x babysitter! reader} *NEW 06/14

sugar me up {jack abbot x resident! reader}

on hiatus / now complete:

o is for orchard {frankie morales summer one shot} *NEW 07/03

gone to the dogs {qz! joel miller x reader} *complete

black hole sun {joel miller through the ages x f! reader}

upcoming fics:

steel doesn't burn {young dad! joel miller x firefighter! reader}

manners are important {clint flood x reader}

work conduct {dave york x coworker! reader}

-> main masterlist || joel miller masterlist || drabble masterlist || frankie morales masterlist || ao3 link || ko-fi

hopefully you find something that you enjoy and thank you for being here! hope the days are good to you and feel free to reach out to chat, my dms and inbox are always open for anything, loves ♡

dividers by the lovely @cafekitsune and @saradika-graphics

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NARCOS | 1.03: The Man of Always

[my-lovely-dreams]

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i'm writing a little in what little spare time i have but it's all turning into angst and or just making me bawl my eyes out. i've got a little trip up the coast planned just to get some space and time away to process my mom's death since i've been over occupied with so much i don't think i really have. i might write or i might just read who knows

but i'll be back to posting at the end of the month, i want to wrap some things up before the semester starts

love y'all, x.o dev

[xmissghoulx]

The cuteness aggression i get from him is unreal. 😍

[kieumy]

LAËTITIA HOLLARD via instagram

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just went through my books to organize my new cube bookshelf in the office and i have...a lot of horror, apocalyptic, and religious studies books. also a 19 book urban fantasy series i started back when i was like 14...i think i might need another bookshelf

[perotovar]

this is incredible

i'm working on a full gifset of the trailer rn but i just needed to highlight this shot for a second.

i'm a violinist, so i can't come from a cellist's perspective, but i can come from a string instrument perspective.

this is probably the best faking of a string instrument i've ever seen? maybe my view is skewed because i love him and his acting, but when i heard about him playing a cellist, i planned on going into this with a more critical eye than a lot of others probably did.

the bow hold is REALLY good. he's actually using his wrist instead of his shoulder. he's got great back posture (!!), and his left hand is doing REALLY well. the little bit of vibrato with his pinky at the end is insane

and the fact that his bow strokes are matching up with the notes he looks to be playing?? he's on the right strings at the right time??

this is going to be my entire personality until december jfc

great work, bb

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as a fellow string player, this is amazing work on pedrito's part! he's put so much effort into this role (as he does) and i'm so impressed with this shot alone. the wrist is important when using a bow and he's...he's holding the bow so fucking well, i am so proud as a musician and a fan of his

[spaghettihell]

Reblog to hug prev

Please

[a7estrellas]

PEDRO PASCAL as Alex Serian in ‘Behemoth!’

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okay, a weekend away from the house helped a little. many thanks to @lotusbxtch for the hospitality and nerding out safe space ♡

thank you to everyone who sent kind messages and left kind words for me, they were cradled dearly ♡

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grief is a heavy emotion. i really don't think i like it. parental death is new to me, and as someone who is fiercely independent bc of a complicated childhood, i think it's hitting harder and in really weird ways

[madqueensarah]

I love how when fan-fiction writers have friends in the fandom, to demonstrate their friendship, they dedicate porn to one another.

I think that’s lovely.

[dreamedaboutitinthedark]

reblogging is sexy

reblogging fics you finished is sexy

reblogging for your tbr is sexy

empty reblogging is lowkey sexy

annotation reblogging is super sexy

reblogging reblogs with comments of your post is sexy

reblogging is Tumblr culture

if you reblog, you are sexy

edit: it’s super sexy if you reblog the posts you literally asked the author to tag you in

[tateypots]

If you’re shy, an empty reblog is a great way to show the creator some love without actually having to interact. It’s how I started out when I was new here and was too scared to talk to anyone!

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i know i said i would be updating weekly but my personal life is a mess right now. i can't focus on writing even when i want to and it's...honestly not fair that my escape isn't working to get me out of my head at the moment

not to get like too personal since the scene has changed a bit on here but my mom is on hospice and i'm several states away with no way to get to her in time as well as managing the declining health of my paternal grandfather who i'm the primary caretaker for. my cup overrunneth, for fucking sure. my own issues are also prevalent and some days are harder than others...

juat taking it one hour at a time at this point

be kind to yourselves, x.o dev

[courteous-otter]

i had another vision

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adulting is hard, someone take me on a nice dinner date pls lemme get tipsy and info dump about my fics