#devastating thank you

[oplishin]

thank you @sarahcakes613 for telling me about this moment where seth checks in with Hunter to see if his promo was okay.

[sickficideas]

Ok get ready cuz I'm about to hurt us both with this one.

Sometime in the two years Dazai has been with the ADA, he gets incredibly sick. Or maybe this is during the mushroom incident, that works too. But they've got him in the infirmary, fever so high he's delirious and hallucinating, and Kunikida is sitting there with him but suddenly Dazai starts talking as if he's someone else.

Because who Dazai sees next to him is Chuuya. The Chuuya he remembers at 18, because he hasn't seen him since then. And Dazai is mumbling things that make no sense to Kunikida but he can parse out "I'm sorry" and "I never wanted to leave you."

"I know," Chuuya says in Dazai's delirium.

"I know," Kunikida says gently. "It's ok."

Because what else can he say? The words clearly aren't meant for him but they're so heartfelt. And the person they're for may never hear them. He can only hope that's the answer they would give. -Ace

ace this is so evil....this hurts me....delirium is one of the reasons fevers are so gooood and I love the idea of Dazai dealing with this specifically because he has soooo much trauma to mumble about while he's suffering from a fever and everyone around him is always confused but this time Kunikida can kind of piece together what's happening...all he can do is talk back and comfort him, pet his hair or hold his hand and wonder when he's gonna get better 😭😭

[oddlyspecific-dndadshcs]

Lark was extremely emotionally distant from everyone after the “incident” (what his therapist called it), so Henry ended up paying more attention to Lark than Sparrow. As a result, Sparrow was the biggest overachiever-soccer MVP, valedictorian, etc., but he never felt like Henry was proud of him, even though he was. That’s why he has such high standards for Normal-he thinks that not even his best was good enough.

Okay make me cry at 9:45 in the am THATS fine that’s okAY

[fryday]

and then also a v phancoded song is Easy Love by Pentatonix (can you tell I'm in my feels about dnp's years of closetedness??)

"when I was out with friends I couldn't see a little, they never let me breathe a little"

"Wish I knew from the start, love this good won't fall apart"

"I used to lie awake at night thinking oh my God this love ain't right"

"Now I can't go to sleep for the right reasons"

I meaaaannnnnn

LOVE THIS GOOD WON'T FALL APART

NOW I CAN'T GO TO SLEEP FOR THE RIGHT REASONS