Jul 12
Make me worse. Let me make you worse. It is my greatest pleasure to fall into the depths of hell with you. Hell os truly the only place I belong. Our body is a ruin of meat and chemicals. Destroy it with me.
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Make me worse. Let me make you worse. It is my greatest pleasure to fall into the depths of hell with you. Hell os truly the only place I belong. Our body is a ruin of meat and chemicals. Destroy it with me.
Bleeding for someone else. Letting them see your pain, or letting them be the source of it. That is what romance is to me. The most intimate act.
Sometimes, only sometimes, I see the romantic Yanderes here and feel guilty. I know I am greyromantic, I know I am hypersexual. I just feel like people expect romance from my obsession with them. It rarely ever is somthing that happens. My obsession is sexual and dark, not romantic. I do not love the person I obsess with romantically. They are a fixation and an idol in some cases, but never a romantic interest.
I want to be a good Yan and stalk my fixation online, but I am not tech literate. I want to memorize the little things, but I have memeory problems from both meds and being a system. I want to stalk people irl, but I use a mobilty aid and stand out like a sore thumb...
I feel like a bad Yandere...
Du solltest nur mich brauchen. Niemand sonst. nur ich. Die Meinung anderer über Sie sollte keine Rolle spielen. Nur wie ich Sie sehe, sollte eine Rolle spielen. Du bist mein Ein und Alles und der Rest der Welt ist nicht gut genug, um deine Schönheit zu sehen. Meine, meine, meine.
Du bist mein Ein und Alles. Ich wünschte, du würdest nur mit mir reden und mit niemand anderem. Es schmerzt mich, dass ich mein Leben nicht so für dich wegwerfen darf, wie ich es möchte. Ich hasse es, dass unsere Leben so getrennt sind.
I am such an attention whore. I don't even mean it negatively! I don't particularly take pride in not liking being alone, but to me it is just a fact. So, please give me love through asks. I don't particularly care if it "sounds desprate". I am at peace with liking attention from anyone and everyone. I do not have anons on because I want to stalk your account when you tell me you love me or like me.
Egal wie ich mich fühle, ich werde immer für dich da sein, mein leitendes Licht. Für immer und ewig.