Closed RP with diamxndauthority
@diamxndauthority
The day was bright, the winter sun heating up the otherwise crisp, chilly air.
Azure Losange stood in front of a tombstone, tears running down her sunken face. It had been so long since she stood in this spot, eyes locked on the stone before her. She had tried to escape the pain. She left her wife, left her beautiful life in New York, left everything to try and escape the sorrow that she felt. Despite this, the pain stayed. It haunted her every night. She always relived the night of her daughter’s death, letting it consume her.
The Irishwoman got on her knees in her black grieving attire, sullen eyes studying the engravings of the stone as she wept. It had been 20 years since the passing of Erin Diamond, the child she had conceived with the love of her life. However, after a long birthing process and finding out their child was stillborn due to complications on Azure’s part, they fell apart. The two ended up fighting and bickering more than enjoying each other’s company.
Tears had become a common decoration on Azure’s face as she slipped into postpartum depression. She cried more than she smiled and she struggled to ever find joy in anything — including her art. That depression hadn’t faltered and neither had her inability to create new pieces of art. Anything she did manage to make she found too personal to share with others, leaving her to live on royalties only.
The woman held her face as she wept, struggling to even look at the tombstone without feeling crushed by agony all over again. The grief of losing her daughter was still fresh in her mind, despite it having been 20 years.










