#diary entry meme

[justanotherskelle]

((DIARY MEME, MOBILE SUCKS

Diary entry

He reminds me so much of my lil bro.. it’s insane. I mean.. I know he isn’t? Hell.. really.. he’s nothing like him. There’s this... hardness to him that Paps never had, a survival instinct that I wish Paps had had.Can’t help but respect someone like him though. He’s still got that... heh.. that -coolness- that Paps had.. that makes me want to be a better person just by seeing him in action. I wanna see him smile. I wanna hear him laugh. I need to find a way to actually make friends.Could be hard though.. all things considered.I need to stop thinking now pft.Entry end.

[beautifulsavagegarden]

@callamir

Thursday 28th July

It is not often that I speak to others of our kind who take the time to really look at me. An attempt to perceive me is welcomed for it is so seldom an occurrence. Carmilla has a keen perception and intelligence and she knows how to correctly apply it. Her company is rather refreshing and she is certainly more tolerable than most among our kind. She is, perhaps, worth further consideration if our paths cross again.

[twistedtangledfate]

@unbeleveable

My relationship with Nesta has always been painful. She is painful and not just in the way that she treats anyone other than Elain. I know now that she is in pain and I want to fix it but I can't. She should never have crossed the wall and she should certainly have never touched the Cauldron. Not that there is something wrong with her. She is a powerful Fae just like she was powerful when we were growing up but her anger and her pain... The are consuming her and I don't know what to do to stop it. I thought I'd lost Elain entirely and she's better now but I can't lose Nesta now. I am tired of loss and the risk of loss. I hope that our plan works, that it will be enough to save her.

[beautifulsavagegarden]

@little-miss-buffy

Wednesday 17th November

I am surprised that it took meeting Buffy before I discovered the concept of a vampire slayer specifically. Vampire hunters appeared in the history of our kind but their successes seemed to be down to luck rather than skill. I am sure there is a measure of both within Buffy Summers but the concept of what she represents is somewhat fascinating. I am surprised that there were no solid links between the Watcher's Council and the Talamasca. Perhaps there is and Buffy is simply unaware of it. I do find it to be a touch grotesque however that a girl of her age is forced into training and fighting to kill vampires. She should have had more years left to be a teenager before she was forced to accept such a heavy burden. I do not intend to increase her burden and I hope she feels the same about my own. She is welcome in my city of New Orleans so long as she does not kill anyone I care about or attack me. She could even function as an ally if the Talamasca attempt to make any further moves against me.

[beautifulsavagegarden]

@minaharkerdailymirror

Friday 20th September 1947

Dear Diary,

I can't quite put my finger on what it is about Mina but I just like her. Maybe it's cause she isn't caught up in being old and stuffy. Maybe it's cause she doesn't look at me and see a little girl playing dress up. Maybe it's cause her stories are interesting. Whatever the reason, it don't really matter. What's important is I've got someone of my own to talk to and someone to listen to me who is really willing to actually listen. She doesn't humour me often and I like it. She's got so much to tell me and I'm gonna take it all from her. I think I've found a friend, Diary, which is good because you're a dumb, stupid, impassive wad of paper that don't care about me either way.

[beautifulsavagegarden]

@callamir

Wednesday 12th August

It is ever a delight to meet someone new but especially someone so enchantingly beautiful. I must admit that I became rather endeared to the young Carmilla. I think it was her indulgence of me and my predeliction to look to the stars rather than to the earth for comfort and solace. The party in question was not overly to my taste and I will likely refuse the next invitation that comes my way. A boring party is a nuisance to everyone involved and I have little tolerance for boredom, not out of any particularly moral belief but because it tends to invite in other things I am not pleased to welcome.

Carmilla seemed to be so engaged with the world around her, so vital and present, and I would be fortunate to get another opportunity to sit with her before we move on in our respective existences. I do hope she will be at the next party. Perhaps I ought to accept the invitation.

[lalotai-mimic]

✏️ Brier’s first date with Jess and becoming mates with Tamatoa and Jess?

Heck yeah! Alright, a separate entry for each in the order you said it in, here you go~ 

(First date with Jess) 

The handwriting on these pages was… Sloppy. Like, barely legible. Brier hadn’t really gotten the hang of writing with vines instead of hands by that point. 

Well, things have been… Interesting lately. But today was good. Great, in fact. 

May have been a little strange at first, but I’m actually kind of glad that magic penguin came along and married Jess and I to each other for a few days. (Wow, that was one weird sentence.) 

Today, I figured I may as well make her a little gift, so I scavenged up some shiny bits and pieces of jewelry and put together a necklace for her. Not too shabby, if I do say so myself, considering I don’t have hands right now. Jess came in when I was just about finished… And she asked me on a date! 

So, we went out and I took her to my little secret patch of Lalotai… She’s the first I’ve actually shown it to. Can’t have EVERYONE in my peaceful place. She seemed to love it just as much as I do. We wandered, checked out the tide pools, sifted through some shipwrecks and found some cool stuff… It may not sound like much, but it was actually great. Jess is so sweet… Not to mention absolutely adorable. I had a really good time spending the day with her. 

Yeah… Today was great. 

(Becoming mates with Tama) 

The writing on this page seemed to drift from barely there to Brier’s usual in how faint the lines were - much as Brier herself had been at the time, trying her best to maintain solid form. 

Well… I did it. I wonder, since I’m a ghost and that was the only unfinished business I really had I can think of, am I supposed to move on now? …No, no, I couldn’t leave. 

I told Jay first, talked with her a while… She came with me to talk to Tama. I was nervous… I’m dead, I shouldn’t have been, because I suppose I really have nothing to lose now. 

He was… Angry, when we showed up. Rightfully so, I guess. I still hate to see just how much suffering I caused with this one dumb mistake. 

So I finally got to talk with him. Told him how I’ve been keeping an eye on the kingdom… And he asked exactly what I thought he might. And of course, I answered him.

He knows I’m in love with him now. 

This isn’t at all how I wanted it to go… But, I’m already dead, so at this point it couldn’t have gone any other way. At least I wasn’t rejected… 

I hope we find a way to bring me back soon. It’s happened before, there must be a way. 

(Becoming mates with Jess) 

The writing on this page seemed fairly normal, if not written a little fast as Brier tried to jot down her feelings all at once.

Well, I’m two for two on least romantic possible confessions of love now. 

Seriously, what was my plan here, stumbling in and just blurting everything out like that? To be fair, I was nervous… 

But… Somehow, it actually did work out. She likes me too, I can hardly believe it! 

Neither of us have any idea what we’re doing… But we’ll figure it out. We agreed to take things slow, and if it doesn’t work out we’ll still be good friends.

Heh, maybe I’ll be able to do something the slightest bit romantic without it being an awkward disaster after a while… Whether I can or not, for some reason I can barely begin to understand, Jess already thinks I’m cool, and strong, and the kind of person she’d want to be with… Gah, I’m still shaking, but like, in a good way, the best way. 

It’s Tamatoa all over again… Yet at the same time, completely different. Well, they are very different as people, of course it would be. But, one thing’s definitely true for both… I’m in love.

[lalotai-mimic]

✏️ Jamie's and Briers first interaction? When she turned into an old lady? (Hi how you doing!? I live! )

((Yay! Nice to hear from you. I’m doing pretty good, how about you? c: )) 

The handwriting on this page was about the same as Brier’s usual, if not just slightly lighter, like she hadn’t pressed the pencil down as hard. 

Not really enjoying being old so far… And it definitely doesn’t help that I can’t tell anyone how it happened. 

But, today I did get a new visitor, somebody named Jamie. They already knew my name when they showed up, so they’re probably friends with somebody I know or something. They’re made completely of ink, which I think is pretty interesting… Mini seems to like them, maybe partially because she’s a form of living ink too.

Luckily, apparently they know some magic and might be able to help me out with this spell! Thank goodness, I might not be stuck like this for much longer after all.