04-06-2020
Still no drugs. I think today is the 9th day? I’m too lazy to reference my old post.
a. Exercise
b. Play Music
c. Read
d. Pray
e. Journal
Okay, I have done these things today. Today I was distracted, crabby, and sad. I thought not drinking was supposed to make me feel better... but I feel worse right now. I will stick with it though. I’m stuck in quite a gnarly sad spell right now. Feeling dry, lonely, and empty. I just have to keep trucking through I suppose. My soul just feels a little broken and llost. Looking for it to find its way. I want to do my best in the thing I am supposed to do every day, but I cannot do my best when I feel so sad. And that makes me sad. Ya know?
OH AND YA KNOW WHAT ELSE. MY EX TRIED TO TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD TELL MY OTHER EX ABOUT HER ‘NEGATIVE CHOICES’. LIKE WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?? WUT.
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