Why is joining discord servers with people you don't know literally a humiliation ritual? Like yes, I want to talk to all of you random people because we have SHARED INTERESTS. I think you are all probably VERY COOL. I would like to GET TO KNOW YOU. Yes, I am DESPERATE, and yes I am making it known to EVERYONE here. FUCK.
It is literally like standing on a podium and declaring to everyone that you would like to make friends without any of them knowin who the hell you are. And it's so much worse when you aren't very talkative because they can see you LURKING and TYPING and then DELETING. Okay, yes, all of you make me nervous. And I am overthinking everything I type. I really do not need to be observed doing it.











