JayTim week 26 kicking my ass rn
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JayTim week 26 kicking my ass rn
Stu: Ok, maybe playing ‘whose family is most dysfunctional’ wasn’t the best idea we’ve had. Billy's been crying in the bathroom for an hour. We can’t get him out...
Family torn between placing Grandpa in hospice...
or having him run for senate.
When you visit a friend's house and their family is normal and functional and not toxic af... it's weird that it makes me a little uncomfortable... especially if their Dad is nice and we don't have to actively avoid him... that's so foreign to me and it feels weird... but i feel insanely jealous
The thing that gets me the most about not being neurotypical is how I am made to feel lazy all the time. All I have diagnosed so far is anxiety, even though I match so many ADHD/Autism symptoms I can't even know what the fuck is wrong with me. Doctors so far keep telling me they don't want to test me because they're afraid I'll use the diagnosis as an excuse to not work on myself when THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M TRYING NOT TO DO THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
So instead of getting proper care I just feel tired and lost and confused and overwhelmed all of the fucking time. I can't function properly, but I mask it well enough that most people think I actually have it together, which is funny since when I try to tell them what it's really like they either think I'm trying to get sympathy points or dismiss it as "we all do that". Yeah, Karen??? Do you also have a sink filled with moldy ass glasses because, even though you have a washing machine, you just can't make yourself wash them??? Are you out of clean underwear because doing laundry is too fucking much to you atm??? Is your sleep schedule completely bonkers because you end up working all night to meet deadlines because you couldn't pace yourself properly during the week (because you're too tired)??? Didn't fuckin think so. But when I say that they say I'm "lazy" or "disorganized" because apparently I'm not trying hard enough. I am though. I really am. I'm just tired.
You know this cold you feel like there's is a snowball inside your chest sometimes? And you can't explain how you feel almo as you don't know yourself or other people won't understand or will reply in such way that youll be able to catch any untuned vibration in the interaction and create more anxiety for yourself? The feeling you have when you brush off so much that you feel like you're lying when you telling the truth, perhaps it might be because you lied so much trying to avoid hurt anyone or yourself or perhaps you just didnt know how to handle the situation/ had the balls to. The feeling you have when you've tried a lot and also fucked up a lot and you can't even see yourself succeding, and you feel so angry and sad but you dont wanna ask for help nor feel that it's your place to do so. You don't know how to be an honest person and feel like people are questioning you even when you are telling the truth, you are constantly nervous questioning yourself, you don't trust your own mind, you might think that's the edge, but the snowball will melt. That's another fase you'll overcome.
Y’all are telling me that for every other fandom I can find kinktober posts but in this highly disfunctional and normally smutty I can’t find anything??
myths+avengers pt. 2
Thor: -then loki showed up after sometime later in the year with an eight-legged foal.
everyone:
Peter: so, loki...and...had a ... thats-
Tony: You know, my question is, why did he give Odin his foal as a gift, wouldn't loki want to let the foal have a better father?
Thor: Well, hes a magnificent horse, suitable for a-
Natasha: heartless king?
Peter: emotionally abusive father?
Clint: (from the vents) SoUnDs lIKe a FaMilY IsSuE!
Tony:...isn't odin dead?..no offence.
thor:
Peter:...im glad i dont have asgardian parents...
tony: you got me instead kid.
peter: lOoK At thE TimE! (yeets out the window)