#disphoria?

[ghosty1kitty]

I cut my hair recently and when I look in the mirror I feel weird. I have had really long hair my whole life and recently I’ve finally been granted the freedom to do what I want with my own body so I cut my hair to shoulder length. And don’t get me wrong I like it. It’s just I look like someone I used to know and will never again know them. And the reminder of them when I look in the mirror makes me feel weird but I don’t know how to describe said feeling. We have similar complexions, brown eyes, freckles, and brown hair, and now my hair is short too. But with my layers it’s longer in the back and a bit higher in the front so when my back layers are pushed back and my bangs are down I look like them. Idk it just makes me feel bad like I am someone new. Idk if anyone can relate to this but does anyone have any advice.

[yukibodraws]

confession time

I think i am non-binary, sometimes i feel weird in my body, like, it’s not my body, like im not supposed to be like this, but when i picture myself as a male i dont feel good either, just when i picture myself as non of them but both at the same time... it’s a hard feeling... nobody nows about this, just some internet people i speak once in a while 

[twistitch]

So um I just physically recoiled from my own body and I think I know the reason why but I just keep thinking and sorta denying things and try to convince myself otherwise but it keeps happening so I don't know I'm trying to sleep so I can get up for mtg later and now my mental and emotional state has gone to hell so we'll see what happens :/

[withfeelingthistime2232]

I'm nervous that I still like dresses. It scares me that my other trans friends doubt that I want to be guy,doubt how I feel about myself. I hate that I have to put a label on my sexuality so people can leave me alone. I don't like that I have to bring my mom down as an excuse to wear girl like clothes she didn't deserve that she's a great woman. Just stop wearing dresses. I would just wear guy clothes normally but I keep getting drawn to the fashionable stuff and no that shouldn't make me  anyless of a guy. What happens to that post about guys can wear dresses and make up because clothes should just be clothes and make up in gender neutral. Well are you gender neutral. No I still want a dick I still want my name changed I still cringe at everything I do girly wise my laugh, hands on my hips, my boobs, personality sometimes ect. I just don't want how I dress to make anyone doubt how I feel about myself anymore.

[thrassisfras]

it is the beginning of the month. i fear for my unborn children