Hi, friends! I have a new spicy reading for you (though it's mildly spicy, nothing crazy lmao). We're going to be looking into your sex appeal and what makes you magnetic, alluring, and attractive to people. So, pick the pile you feel called to and find your messages below!
Hold me, love me, touch me, honey be the first who ever did
Future spouse turn on +18
☆ How to chose your pile?
First clear your mind, take a deep breathe and close your eyes. Ask the question in your head "what will turn my future spouse on about me?". And shall the picture you are drawn to the most will be your pile.
☆ Disclaimer:
Please if you are under 18 do not interact or reblog this reading. This content is explicit and is not for you.
This is a general reading so don't put your life on hold for it. Also, this reading is written for the feminine (women, girls) if you are masculine or identify as a man this reading is NOT for you. This reading is for the feminine collective.
▪︎This reading was done using Raider Waite tarot deck and sexual magic tarot deck.
Lots of love 💕
Arya
Pile 1 - sleeping beauty
Your current energy
I feel like this pile’s energy is quite saddening. I see that you had a project to work on and nothing went as you hoped which made you clash with your team members and caused something unpleasant to face. I see that you feel quite empty and insecure towards your own thoughts. You have many creative thoughts to offer and you are so passionate about them but I see that because your team didn't listen to you or do anything you say it left you feeling unimportant or like a "chair's leg" idk how to explain it but they made you feel like an empty vase. Also you might have been feeling quite stuck and gloomy. I see that lately your self-esteem has dropped and you feel like nothing matter or you don't matter anymore. I'm so sorry for that pile one you deserve absolutely the best. Your thoughts and ideas are valuable and if someone didn't take them seriously that doesn't mean that they don't matter. Also, I see that you might be under a psychic attack or telepathy so be careful. I see that this person who is attacking you is quite naive and they are doing it with their whole will which means they know exactly what they are doing. I see that you are trying to get over them like your mind is trying to wash them off but they are like an ink stain that doesn't really go away. But eventually it will so don't worry. For others (people who are under psychic attack or telepathy) this person is trying to communicate telepathically with you so expect them to show up in your dreams or receivesigns from them. I see that what is between you two is not finished yet. You may see that everything has finished buuuttt it is not. This person may come with a love offer and communicate with you very soon. They may be working on themselves right now. Anyways the period of stagnation is almost over or it will be over by the end of this year.
☆ Placements for you:
Pisces, Capricorn, Taurus, Gemini, Libra, Cancer. Or you have Neptune, Saturn, Mercury prominent in your chart. Or you have 12th, 2nd, 10th, 7th, 3rd, 4th house stallium or your sun moon is there. I see also moon in cancer and saturn in libra.
☆ What will turn your future spouse on?
Right off the bat I see that your future spouse will be in love with your breasts. I see everything related to them. Massaging them, sucking them, grabbing them. They also looovvvee how the bra shape them especially corsets and push up bras and also they love how they look with no bra soo ;) anyways. This person is so down bad for you like they are an animal for that part. I keep hearing the song "Addicted to you by Shakira" weird I never listened to that song before but when I described the song to my sister she gave me the name. Also, your waist and belly button. They like how your waist is shaped. I see also that you are this person's dream girl. They see you as the empress, their empress. They like how beautiful you are whether you think it is true or not. I see that they see you the empress to their empror. I also got the collar bones too. Your spouse is going to see you as something so beautiful and otherworldly. I keep emphasizing on the upper body especially the breasts and waist. I see also that they like watching you getting undressed after an event or a party. They like your whole naked form too but mostly your breasts. They also like your size too, no matter how big or small you are they think that you complete them and the chemistry is off charts. I see that you guys may have wonderful sexual chemistry like you two can't keep your hands off of each other. You see those couple who gives off the vibe that they fuck every two minutes? You are like that pile 1 they adore you. This person also gets horny by the fact that you are intimate with them and only them. They get horny or turned on by dim lights and you getting undressed in front of candle lights. Also this person might get horny when you guys hug. They just feel soo hot and bothered whenever you are around. Their love language may be physically touch. They even get horny when you set on their lap too. I see that they might get turned on when you are applying lotion, perfume or even cream on your body they get weak in their knees.
I hope you enjoyed your reading💕.
☆ Placements for them:
Taurus, Capricorn, Aries, Leo, Cancer, Pisces. Also they have moon, Mars, Venus, Neptune prominent in their chart. Sun or moon or stallium in the 1st, 2nd, 5th, 4th, 12th, 10th. Venus in Aries, mars- moon, Venus- ascendant aspects in synastry.
Pile 2 - Woman posing
Your current energy
I see that you might be stuck on someone with Aquarius placements. I see that you have finally made peace with them and you feel kind of imbalanced by that. I see also that this person kept you stuck and out of place. I see also that you are in a place right now where you can't see the truth and you are very conflicted. This confection is keeping you feeling restless and tired. I see that you are fighting internally your anxiety about them. I see that this person knows how to tick your boxes and keep you on edge. Pile 2, this person's intentions aren't fully good towards you. I see that they are only here for fun and good times but believe me it will only end up with disappointment so be careful. I see that this person is manipulating you into thinking that they are so tired and can't live without you but they are not. They know that you'll get back to them, I see that you need to stop giving them the validation that they seek because each time you return to them it make their ego bigger. You are worthy of more than that pile 2. Also, the energy under the bottom of the deck is quite wicked. This person is doing everything in their power to torture you and manipulate you.
☆ Placements for you:
Aquarius, Pisces, Taurus, Virgo, moon in sagittarius, mars in leo, Venus in scorpio, Sagittarius, Venus in Aquarius. Venus, Uranus, Neptune, Mars, moon prominent in your chart or stallium in the 11th, 12th, 2nd, 6th house in your chart.
☆ What will turn your future spouse on?
I got a lot of 10s in this pile so I guess your spouse really feels turned on by the fact that they are making a family that is going to leave a legacy behind with you. Also, this person really gets turned on when you surrender to them, I see a lot of submission. Doesn't mean that they are dominant but they generally love to see you under them. They might be a soft dom. They won't force you to do anything against your will. This pile is quite vanilla, I see a lot of fluids here. They might feel turned on by your sex fluids or they generally like to play with it. They also get turned on when you tease them. This person is foodie, I am picturing the image of Louis and Peter griffin when they were feeding each other fruits in this scene check it out if you want to. You might feed each other grapes and fruits in general. I'm not getting this person enjoying a specific body part at all. I feel like they enjoy your presence during the act more. Also, they get turned on when you hug them tightly. I feel like this person is quite traditional, they enjoy it when you make dinner for them. I see them getting back from work were you are dressing up nicely and making them a very delicious dinner. Also, this person is into sexting. I see them getting very horny when you are teasing them with your nudes. Idk this person respectively is very traditional and vanilla. I see also that they are very mature emotionally. This person get turned on by eye contact and deep conversations they might spend hours making love and they last very long.
Enjoy your reading pile 2💕.
☆ Placements for them:
Leo, Mercury in virgo and sagittarius, Pisces, Aquarius, Venus in virgo, mars in Aries. Dominant planets in Mercury, Mars, Neptune, Uranus. Stallium/ sun or moon in 1st, 6th, 11th, 12th, 9th house in their chart.
Pile 3 - Lady with flowers
Your current energy
I see that this pile is surrendering to the divine. I see that you are trying to enjoy your life as much as possible. I feel like you are living in a routine, there's nothing much honestly. I see that you are anticipating something. I feel like you want something new in your life, something to break the routine without creeping you off. I see that you always lean towards routine and structure but somehow you desire change. I see that you want change but you are very resistant to it which is creating chaos energetically. Pile 3, set with your self and decide what exactly is holding you back from the change? What is scaring you this much? Writing this down can be really helpful I order for you to acknowledge what is wrong. I see that this duality of wanting change and fearing it is keeping you stuck and confused. But at the same time you are looking forward, you are looking for a sign from the universe or God to intervene and change it. You are deeply feeling optimistic about tomorrow. I see that your energy is quite happy and warm. You might have walked away from something that kept bothering you and now you feel like that thing have no power over you right now. I see that there might be a small health issue that faced you in the previous weeks like cold or fever. But you got better thanks to God or the Universe.
Placements for you:
Sagittarius, Gemini, Cancer, Scorpio, Taurus, Aquarius, Aries. Also, I'm picking up on Mars in Aries, Venus in scorpio, Moon in scorpio. Venus, Mercury, Sun, Mars, Pluto as dominant planets in your chart. Stallium in the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 8th, 11th house.
☆ What will turn your future spouse on?
Well first you got triple 888 which never happened in my readings. It means that you are going to experience infinite abundance with your spouse. I see that this person at first will be soft and sweet. They will make love to you softly, they will demand nude pictures of you and they will masturbate to it. They have breeding kink, they will imagine having a child with you while they are masturbating. They are going to make love like there's no tomorrow but as the relationship preced they are going to get scary honestly. I see that they are going to share their sexual fantasies with you. They will ask you to role play with them and the roles are going to be quite dark. Like, they might role play a r*pe scene or something very dark of course with your consent if you are comfortable with that type of stuff or not. With each day that pass they will show their kinkier side to you. I see them using their belt or whip on you. There will be hair pulling too, and heavy BDSM. I see that they will escape reality with you into the bedroom I see them really praising and encouraging you afterwards. They also might tie your hands. I see wax play too, this person is very naughty and kinky I can't with them. This pile’s future spouse might get turned on by pain. I'm picturing Angelina Jolie when she stabed her boyfriend to feel pleasure while they are doing it. This person might get horny when you are in pain. They might cause you pain too. This person is giving Christian Grey, I see that they like being in control and doing heavy stuff to their partner. Idk pile 3, if you might get uncomfortable with that try to communicate with them. You don't have to face all of this. Also, I see that this person will see you as their lover, I got the lover card and Judgement twice which is quite unusual. I see that it might mean that this relationship is meant to awaken something in you, something you are ignoring.
Enjoy your reading pile 3💕.
☆ Placements for them:
Air placements (Libra, Aquarius, Gemini). Mercury in sagittarius, and water placements (Cancer, Pisces and scorpio). Mercury, Pluto, Venus. Stallium in Air placements or houses and Stallium in water placements.
Pile 4 - Woman looking at the stars
Your current energy
I see that there's someone in your life that is spreading rumors about you. It might be a woman with leo placements or a man with Aquarius placements I'm not sure. I see that they feel very jealous of your achievements and how graceful you are. I see that you are the type of person who is very beautiful. You might be beauty with brains, someone who is very intelligent and smart. This person is spreading rumors about you and the cards are telling me that they will get their Karma so don't worry you don't have to do anything about it. The cards are advising you to have inner strength and calm down before engaging in any behavior that doesn't suit your public image. I see that you might be someone who is quite popular and known but very envied by others. Your skills and dedication are drawing the right people into your life and the right opportunities too. I see that if you are planning on traveling somewhere it will happen but also for that to happen you need to find closure and end a cycle in your life.
☆ Placements for you:
Leo, Virgo, Sagittarius, Aries, Pisces, Aquarius, Libra, Leo. Sun, Mars, Saturn, Venus prominent in your chart. Stallium in the 1st, 6th, 5th, 9th, 12th, 7th, 11th house in your chart.
☆ What will turn your future spouse on?
Okay, first thing is this person is very idealistic, very emotional and devoted. I see that they get horny when you tease them with your breasts like pressing them against him or showing them to him randomly make him sexually frustrated. I see that he gets really horny when they see you dressing up for them. A lot of emphasis on glam, they enjoy watching you dressing up, putting on perfume and makeup. You might be their type honestly. Like they were searching for someone like you and they found you soo it is a win win. This person is like pile 2, they are quite traditional. They don't have any weird kink at all. I see that they lean more to making love unlike pile 3 it was insane but anyways no judgment on my blog. I see that your ass is something that they like, they enjoy the size, shape and how soft and squishy it is. This person gets so horny when you are showering or under water. They see you as someone who is so ethereal like a mermaid. They like your body naked and wit under the shower. They might join you there too. I see that they really get turned on when you whisper in their ear and tease their neck. This person is in their head a lot when it comes to you. They might go to work and sit there imagining you two doing it nonstop and when they return home they'll be like a wild animal. He is so soft, like a soft dom again. I can't with him I try to provoke many cards but all I am getting is the cups suit which is linked to love and emotions. I see that this person is very emotional when it comes to you what matter for them is intimacy and how comfortable you are with them. Also, it keeps them going when you are in pleasure. They feel prideful when you reach your orgasm and moaning their name. Also, I'm getting Nikki Minaj here. He'll totally take it off of you after the party. Also I'm getting the song "something about you by eyedress, dent may" this person sees you like something so beautiful and ethereal. They have a lot of respect for you, they won't curse or cuss at you at all during sex. They see sex as something very sacred and romantic only shared between two people. They don't dare to call sex (sex) they'll say (love making) instead. This person is very poetic, they can and will write poems about you and set the right romantic mood for you two to enjoy.
Take care pile 4 💕.
☆ Placements for them:
Water signs (Scorpio, Pisces and cancer). Air signs (Aquarius, Gemini and Libra). Mercury, moon, Venus as prominent plants in their chart. Stallium in the 4th, 8th, 12th, 11th, 3rd, 7th house for them.
There will be an instant attraction, your future spouce will definitely give off husband material and they are the one who is going to start the conversation. Whether or not you are a shy type, you'll be shy on your first meeting with him. I heard mental talk in my mind and then you'll be nervous lowkey as they walk towards you. This person is emotionally intelligent and he wont rush you to do certain things.
In the past, both or one of you are impatient in love, constantly asking when are you gonna meet them? Are you gonna die single? while the other has a tendency to treat everything logically. At first, it's like a school day 1 where everybody is behave they don't know each other yet then after a few minutes you'll talk as if you'd known each other for a long time you and them will instantly know or feel this calling that they are the one for you.
In terms of place, I'm getting a party or some where there's so many people. You were doing your normal daily life then they surprise you with their presence. I'm hearing collaboration, you might meet them in work, wedding, important meetings or any crowded place where you're just doing your own thing. Lastly, the place looks extravagant and around night time.
Songs:
Midnight Rain - Taylor Swift
Anesthetic- Evan Park
Clarity- Zedd
Other information: Water Signs, Late Night Talks, Tektite, Agate, Epidote
Pile 2
7 Swords
3 Pentacle
Ace Pentacle
9 Cups
I was so happy when i saw the last card, pile 2. You're gonna marry the dream person of yours! This pile is the sublimalisters, manifesters, or in other words the pile that won't date unless they fit your dream person resume. Congratulations! because the applicant you've been looking for will be yours!
You might be drawn to pile 1 as well, collaboration is a key here. You might meet them through work, school, or friend's group. I feel like you've already met them. This person is making themselves better than ever since they met you. They may secretly watch your socials or if you haven't talk yet but know them or if they know you but you don't know them; they're planning to reach out in the future: their or your friend might be the bridge.
You know those children who lowkey waits for your praise eventhough they say that they're not bragging? That's them on your reunion day!
In the past, your exes or just people you are inlove with are cheaters, manipulators, gold diggers etc. Be patient honey and trust the process even if those lines are ingrused because your puture spouse is not going to just treat you like those low life.
I'm getting a vision your spouse will have a huge glow up when you meet again. They'll act so fine shyt and you'll be too stunned too speak. The vibe is keep it cool (but wants to flirt) and you both will try to hide it, you want to look flawless to each other. They're the one making the first move too!
Songs:
I wanna be yours - Arctic Monkeys
When Did You Get Hot - Sabrina Carpenter chovce)
Other information: xntj, ts, ctp, ntp, Friends To Lovers, Admiring From A Far Formal Clothes, Sodalite, Smoky Quartz, Moldavite, Anime
Pile 3
Knight Pentacles
9 swords
King swords
You've been working your whole life pile 3, you feel like all things that you do must be strategic, always putting an effort because that's the common pattern in your life.
When the time you'll meet your future spouse. You'll be busy. so busy that you didn't even know they're already there (like Wifeyy!!! It's me your hubby!) because of all the things going on in your life. I feel like you'll be closed off more than them; pile 1 and 2 just clicked but yours gives me slow burn type of connection. you wouldn't feel its them but there's something about them that will constantly show which will give you the idea as time goes that they're the one.
The setting of the meeting is in public, I feel like they're the one going to approach you, lending a hand to you when you're overwhelmed. It's the little gestures. It can be at work or when you're doing an errand, bumping into them in also a possibility.
Among all the pile, yours in the heaviest. Please take care of yourself. Do simple things to make yourself feel better. It doesn't need to be grand. Doing a 5 minute walk or meditation is an example. This pile in the most serious, a spreadsheet donator in a party.
How can ught pass through your heart when you blocked the door on the way let go of the burdens, you dont need to carry it all.
I did this reading for myself and it healed my heart. I thought I could do the same for you.
Divider.
Pile I.
There is a child riding his bike to school each morning. In these mornings, it is pouring rain, and each time he makes it to his school building, it thunders badly. Each time, each morning, each day, he gets saved by the same route he took. Each time this route is cleaned and taken care of, but on a Sunday morning, it was closed off by a falling tree that was hit by thunder. This child had a bad feeling in his tummy about going to school, but his mother insisted. He begged his mother to stay home, even cried about it which was unusual for the resilient child. But nonetheless, the mother did not listen to him, scolded him, and so he went out in the rain on his bike and rode to school. Each movement he made riding to his school building made his tummy worse, and his breath hitched. His mind told him to stop, but his mother's scolding scared him, so he ignored it, after all, it was just a stomachache and nothing more. As he gets closer to his school building, thunder hits right in front of him, swerving his tires with a screeching sound—his heart is beating fast, adrenaline entering his body, and as he looks at his angle, he is reminded of his mother scolding again. It was in this moment, he had a choice: listen or follow his own guide. Follow.
Follow your intuition, follow the inner voice that has been leading you since you were a kid. Follow them, follow them, they hold the key to the fruits of labor, they know you, they know all of you—they love you. Do you love them? Do you care enough to bear that, to show them a new world? To help craft their world into inner peace? To show them something special, to be their mentor as they helped you in another lifetime? To cater to their every whim, to make them feel unique and to put yourself down? Do you prefer to be with them all the time because you are afraid of challenging yourself to become better? Do you like hurting yourself for them because you are too scared of getting to know yourself and finding out your worth is deemed by how many people talk to you? Do you like shutting down and breaking the bond you seem to create each time you meditate or journal things? Do you prefer it if you were friends with every single person in a village rather than with yourself?
The people you hang out with are those that take without giving. They are the people who are taking pieces of your soul that you keep rebuilding when angst appears. Each person that you know, except those who love the color red or associate themselves with the color, is not your friend or someone you should speak with. They don’t mean well and you already knew that, so why didn’t you listen to me? You have a lot of love to give, a lot, and I don’t mean that lightly—your heart is so warm that a red heart is bursting into flames, and the flames are instantly transformed into hearts. Someone in your family used to surround themselves with red or gold but has or will pass away; they mean the world to you, and you have been hanging out with the wrong people as a coping mechanism. Subconsciously though, you put yourself into red to cope.
Red is affiliated with danger, a warning, anger, and violence, but deep in your heart, you have made it into intense love, passion, devotion, warmth, and peace. In your world, red is peaceful and unique and it just has to mean something. And it does, each color represents others’ experiences and the love (good or bad) they have received. And in this world, it was good and cherished, but now that you have lost or will lose them, your mind is subconsciously holding control of what red meant to you and rebelling because of fear. You need to let go of your fear, or you will let these people steal all of your soul. Stop rebuilding what your soul used to be, and leave red. Leave everything about it and make another red. When they pass or when you visit them (their grave, urn, a memory, etc) tell them about the new red you made with their memory, your experience, and who you are now.
Masterlist.
Pile II.
Trigger warning: dark themes.
A man is staring at himself in a mirror. His reflection is blurry, though there is something staring right back at him. What is staring back at him isn’t who he wants to be, isn’t what he thought he looked like, and doesn’t feel like him. Something feels incredibly wrong. Who’s that staring back at me, he wonders but never does anything about it. Throughout the day, he feels another presence peering down at him as he reads the Bible, but the cross turns upside down, and something breathes heavily on his neck. It sounded like a demonic laugh. Who’s that staring back at me, he wonders but never does anything about it. As the day goes on, these thoughts linger in the back of his mind, rooted deep in his noggin, begging to be taken care of and have everything solved, but he never does anything about it. What was that staring at him? Who was that? What was that? Did it have any harmful intentions with me? These thoughts lingered rapidly and started to intensify within him, yet again, he never did anything about it.
Let him wonder what those thoughts are about; after all, this is a false reality he created within his mindscape when things became hard. Yet a mindscape should be your comfort area. Why is your mindscape a torturous area where you were bullied to death, where you allowed others to step over you when you got bullied, where you did everything wrong, where—where—WHERE—
Your mind is your greatest sin. Your mind has stopped being your friend. Your mind sees you as unholy, and you must be fixed. You are the reflection, you are—what’s wrong? You are what’s wrong, y—.
Each time I try to channel your reading, your inner thoughts become crazy and change the storyline of what you are supposed to hear. What is hidden? What are you hiding from yourself? What are you keeping harshly to your heart? What makes you feel the need to sabotage everything for yourself? Do you crave this feeling, the nagging sensation to sabotage—”the world would be a better place if everyone sabotaged each other, oh fuck, it would be fun.”
Your obsession, this obsession, this mindfuck that you do with yourself is obnoxious. It’s pathetic. You’re being pathetic with yourself. Is it hurting your feelings that I am telling you to get a grip? Good. You need to get a grip on yourself and reveal what you are hiding from yourself. But then again, I could tell you, would you read it? No.
VII of cups.
You’re being sloppy with yourself, you are not allowing yourself to move forward. How can you expect opportunities in your life just because you received the Seven of cups? That’s not even for you. That’s not even what the card means in your case. You want opportunities coming your way with this mindset, how can that be? Would you want to act that way, yeah, the way your mind is right now, with the people you genuinely care for? Do you think they will love you as you love them? You think they will even allow that around them? That crazy toxicity around them. You think they want you to even feel that crap? You think they are going to think it’s okay? And I don’t care that you don’t care about what others think about you. Great, then why are you reading this? If you don’t care about what others think about you, why are you reading this pile? You obviously care and were drawn to this in the first place. Another part of you just knows something is wrong and must be fixed.
You cannot control every little thing about yourself, or else you will rebel against yourself as you are doing right now and cause yourself pain. “An eye for an eye” appeared in my mind, and the same can be said with how you treat yourself. You believe in justice and how others should be hurt just as they did to the same person; you believe someone is unworthy of your presence if they disrespect you completely. These are fine because these are your beliefs based on what you went through, and no one should judge you based on what you went through. But I am not here to compliment you on the work you did to yourself. You are supposed to work on yourself, not shame yourself, not judge, not humiliate, not—not become your own demon.
Did you like becoming this self-obsessed, self-hating, and controlling person with yourself because you didn’t accomplish what you wanted? Did you like diminishing your worth for this materialistic aspect of your life? Did you like diminishing your entire existence because you failed in something you worked so hard to learn? Did you like ruining your concept of what you should have been for an ounce of anger and disgust with yourself because you got rejected by someone? Did you like it? Did it make you happy? Are you happy?
Do you feel happy with who you are right now? Do you feel cute, pretty, handsome, or lovely? Who do you think you are now? What are you now? He wonders but never does anything about it.
Masterlist.
Pile III.
IX of pentacles, VI of wands, the emperor, and the hanged man.
It’s your first time learning how to rollerblade, this place is filled with so many people that you are starting to feel dizzy. Music is playing in the background, but they have started to sound like noise, white noise to be exact—a white light is flashing at you, “hey! Hey! Hey! Over here, yeahhh, notice me, thanks!” Someone calls out to you as they did a spin with their roller skates and zoomed out from your view. Someone else grabs your hands and wants you to dance with them, but you suggest you cannot, pointing at your blade, but they won’t listen. They grab your hand to take you for a dance only for you to slip and flip around, falling face first. People laugh at you, but you stay still thinking about the best way to get up without causing more pain to your body. The person who wanted to dance with you wanted to see you fall, but your main focus is yourself—you weren’t worried about anyone, not even the white noise in the background. Simply the white light.
The light follows you around again as you are still lying down, and the same voice pops back up, ‘’hey! Hey! Hey! How come you didn’t give me attention?” You deadpanly say, “I’m on the ground, do you think I can focus on you when I have to get up?” But as you spoke those words, you suddenly woke up to an empty room in bright white light. Everything is white—the hospital bed, the IV bag, the chairs, the door—hell, even the ceilings and windows except for what is out the door. You get up and go to it, only to enter a hospital room. You pause and look around and see your close ones. Not your friends, not your family, not your close ones—just you. The one that is cheering you on, the one that is by your side each time, the one that mourns your past selves and the wrongdoings that they had to deal with, the ones who would do anything to make sure you are okay. They are telling you to come closer, but each time you try to walk to them, your view is pulled away and they become farther and farther. Each time you try to run to them, they start to fade into white noise.
You cannot chase something you have to let go. It’s time to let go of your past and who you are now. Shed your skin as a snake would. Improving yourself to follow your goals is okay, but when you are overdoing it like you are now.. you make it harder for yourself to find things that are actually worth it. You following this goal is the white light asking for your attention, and yes, you are giving it each moment of your life—this obsession you have with it is killing your excitement in life and causing you depression. Whether or not you want to accept it, you are healed. Yes. You have healed. You are done healing. You have such powerful cards, everything fits, it does, but you are stalling from this power you have. You need to come to terms that you are done with your goal, you are done healing, and you are healed—you healed both your shadow self and your inner child. You have healed the light side of you, and now your higher self is calling out to you, but you are treating it as white noise.
was shuffling my decks today (the trusty Rider-Waite-Smith and the After Tarot deck, which is like RWS but it shows what happens a few seconds later) and had this thought: we all have these secret power-ups, these hidden skills in our character sheet that we forget are even there.
so i did a reading for the collective. what hidden gift do you carry? what's the legendary item you've had in your inventory this whole time?
this is a pick-a-pile. clear your mental cache, take a deep breath, and just pick the pile number that feels like it's pinging your server. no overthinking.
got yours? awesome. scroll on down: bingo bongo lets go
// Pile 1
Your Cards: 4 of Swords, Judgement
Okay, so your hidden gift is that you are a master of the Sacred Reboot. You have this incredible, phoenix-like ability to take a necessary system pause (4 of Swords) and use that period of rest not just to recover, but to undergo a complete and total system overhaul. While others see you as just being quiet or taking a break, you are privately running a massive level_up.exe in the background. Your gift is the power to retreat, recalibrate, and re-emerge completely reborn and ready for your next big quest (Judgement). You don't just rest; you resurrect.
// Pile 2
Your Cards: 6 of Wands, The Hanged Man
Alright, your hidden gift is a wild, paradoxical superpower. You are a master of Winning by Surrender. This makes no logical sense, and that's why it's so powerful. You have this uncanny ability to achieve public victory and success (6 of Wands) specifically when you let go of the need to control the outcome (The Hanged Man). While everyone else is grinding and forcing their way forward, your unique cheat code is to pause, shift your perspective, and release your grip. The moment you stop trying to force the win is the exact moment the universe hands you the trophy. It’s a strange and powerful magic.
// Pile 3
Your Cards: 7 of Cups, Queen of Wands
Your hidden gift is that you are a Reality Architect. You have the rare and potent combination of a wild, vivid imagination (7 of Cups) and the magnetic, charismatic willpower to actually make it real (Queen of Wands). While other people get lost in their daydreams, you see them as a character creation screen. You can look at a whole cloud of glittering possibilities, pick the one you want, and then embody the passionate, confident energy needed to drag that dream from the cloud server and install it on the physical one. Your gift is turning fantasy into your next fiery, fabulous project.
// Pile 4
Your Cards: 8 of Cups, Ace of Cups
Okay, your hidden gift is a profound form of Emotional Alchemy. You have this incredible capacity for self-healing. You possess the immense courage to recognize when something is no longer emotionally fulfilling and to walk away from it, even when it's hard (8 of Cups). But your real magic is that this act of leaving doesn't create a void. It instantly creates fertile ground for a brand new, beautiful emotional beginning to rush in (Ace of Cups). Your gift is the power to compost old heartaches into the perfect soil for new love and joy to grow. You don't just move on; you create the space for a beautiful new program to begin running immediately.
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