Hi, friends! I have a new spicy reading for you (though it's mildly spicy, nothing crazy lmao). We're going to be looking into your sex appeal and what makes you magnetic, alluring, and attractive to people. So, pick the pile you feel called to and find your messages below!
There will be an instant attraction, your future spouce will definitely give off husband material and they are the one who is going to start the conversation. Whether or not you are a shy type, you'll be shy on your first meeting with him. I heard mental talk in my mind and then you'll be nervous lowkey as they walk towards you. This person is emotionally intelligent and he wont rush you to do certain things.
In the past, both or one of you are impatient in love, constantly asking when are you gonna meet them? Are you gonna die single? while the other has a tendency to treat everything logically. At first, it's like a school day 1 where everybody is behave they don't know each other yet then after a few minutes you'll talk as if you'd known each other for a long time you and them will instantly know or feel this calling that they are the one for you.
In terms of place, I'm getting a party or some where there's so many people. You were doing your normal daily life then they surprise you with their presence. I'm hearing collaboration, you might meet them in work, wedding, important meetings or any crowded place where you're just doing your own thing. Lastly, the place looks extravagant and around night time.
Songs:
Midnight Rain - Taylor Swift
Anesthetic- Evan Park
Clarity- Zedd
Other information: Water Signs, Late Night Talks, Tektite, Agate, Epidote
Pile 2
7 Swords
3 Pentacle
Ace Pentacle
9 Cups
I was so happy when i saw the last card, pile 2. You're gonna marry the dream person of yours! This pile is the sublimalisters, manifesters, or in other words the pile that won't date unless they fit your dream person resume. Congratulations! because the applicant you've been looking for will be yours!
You might be drawn to pile 1 as well, collaboration is a key here. You might meet them through work, school, or friend's group. I feel like you've already met them. This person is making themselves better than ever since they met you. They may secretly watch your socials or if you haven't talk yet but know them or if they know you but you don't know them; they're planning to reach out in the future: their or your friend might be the bridge.
You know those children who lowkey waits for your praise eventhough they say that they're not bragging? That's them on your reunion day!
In the past, your exes or just people you are inlove with are cheaters, manipulators, gold diggers etc. Be patient honey and trust the process even if those lines are ingrused because your puture spouse is not going to just treat you like those low life.
I'm getting a vision your spouse will have a huge glow up when you meet again. They'll act so fine shyt and you'll be too stunned too speak. The vibe is keep it cool (but wants to flirt) and you both will try to hide it, you want to look flawless to each other. They're the one making the first move too!
Songs:
I wanna be yours - Arctic Monkeys
When Did You Get Hot - Sabrina Carpenter chovce)
Other information: xntj, ts, ctp, ntp, Friends To Lovers, Admiring From A Far Formal Clothes, Sodalite, Smoky Quartz, Moldavite, Anime
Pile 3
Knight Pentacles
9 swords
King swords
You've been working your whole life pile 3, you feel like all things that you do must be strategic, always putting an effort because that's the common pattern in your life.
When the time you'll meet your future spouse. You'll be busy. so busy that you didn't even know they're already there (like Wifeyy!!! It's me your hubby!) because of all the things going on in your life. I feel like you'll be closed off more than them; pile 1 and 2 just clicked but yours gives me slow burn type of connection. you wouldn't feel its them but there's something about them that will constantly show which will give you the idea as time goes that they're the one.
The setting of the meeting is in public, I feel like they're the one going to approach you, lending a hand to you when you're overwhelmed. It's the little gestures. It can be at work or when you're doing an errand, bumping into them in also a possibility.
Among all the pile, yours in the heaviest. Please take care of yourself. Do simple things to make yourself feel better. It doesn't need to be grand. Doing a 5 minute walk or meditation is an example. This pile in the most serious, a spreadsheet donator in a party.
How can ught pass through your heart when you blocked the door on the way let go of the burdens, you dont need to carry it all.
I did this reading for myself and it healed my heart. I thought I could do the same for you.
Divider.
Pile I.
There is a child riding his bike to school each morning. In these mornings, it is pouring rain, and each time he makes it to his school building, it thunders badly. Each time, each morning, each day, he gets saved by the same route he took. Each time this route is cleaned and taken care of, but on a Sunday morning, it was closed off by a falling tree that was hit by thunder. This child had a bad feeling in his tummy about going to school, but his mother insisted. He begged his mother to stay home, even cried about it which was unusual for the resilient child. But nonetheless, the mother did not listen to him, scolded him, and so he went out in the rain on his bike and rode to school. Each movement he made riding to his school building made his tummy worse, and his breath hitched. His mind told him to stop, but his mother's scolding scared him, so he ignored it, after all, it was just a stomachache and nothing more. As he gets closer to his school building, thunder hits right in front of him, swerving his tires with a screeching sound—his heart is beating fast, adrenaline entering his body, and as he looks at his angle, he is reminded of his mother scolding again. It was in this moment, he had a choice: listen or follow his own guide. Follow.
Follow your intuition, follow the inner voice that has been leading you since you were a kid. Follow them, follow them, they hold the key to the fruits of labor, they know you, they know all of you—they love you. Do you love them? Do you care enough to bear that, to show them a new world? To help craft their world into inner peace? To show them something special, to be their mentor as they helped you in another lifetime? To cater to their every whim, to make them feel unique and to put yourself down? Do you prefer to be with them all the time because you are afraid of challenging yourself to become better? Do you like hurting yourself for them because you are too scared of getting to know yourself and finding out your worth is deemed by how many people talk to you? Do you like shutting down and breaking the bond you seem to create each time you meditate or journal things? Do you prefer it if you were friends with every single person in a village rather than with yourself?
The people you hang out with are those that take without giving. They are the people who are taking pieces of your soul that you keep rebuilding when angst appears. Each person that you know, except those who love the color red or associate themselves with the color, is not your friend or someone you should speak with. They don’t mean well and you already knew that, so why didn’t you listen to me? You have a lot of love to give, a lot, and I don’t mean that lightly—your heart is so warm that a red heart is bursting into flames, and the flames are instantly transformed into hearts. Someone in your family used to surround themselves with red or gold but has or will pass away; they mean the world to you, and you have been hanging out with the wrong people as a coping mechanism. Subconsciously though, you put yourself into red to cope.
Red is affiliated with danger, a warning, anger, and violence, but deep in your heart, you have made it into intense love, passion, devotion, warmth, and peace. In your world, red is peaceful and unique and it just has to mean something. And it does, each color represents others’ experiences and the love (good or bad) they have received. And in this world, it was good and cherished, but now that you have lost or will lose them, your mind is subconsciously holding control of what red meant to you and rebelling because of fear. You need to let go of your fear, or you will let these people steal all of your soul. Stop rebuilding what your soul used to be, and leave red. Leave everything about it and make another red. When they pass or when you visit them (their grave, urn, a memory, etc) tell them about the new red you made with their memory, your experience, and who you are now.
Masterlist.
Pile II.
Trigger warning: dark themes.
A man is staring at himself in a mirror. His reflection is blurry, though there is something staring right back at him. What is staring back at him isn’t who he wants to be, isn’t what he thought he looked like, and doesn’t feel like him. Something feels incredibly wrong. Who’s that staring back at me, he wonders but never does anything about it. Throughout the day, he feels another presence peering down at him as he reads the Bible, but the cross turns upside down, and something breathes heavily on his neck. It sounded like a demonic laugh. Who’s that staring back at me, he wonders but never does anything about it. As the day goes on, these thoughts linger in the back of his mind, rooted deep in his noggin, begging to be taken care of and have everything solved, but he never does anything about it. What was that staring at him? Who was that? What was that? Did it have any harmful intentions with me? These thoughts lingered rapidly and started to intensify within him, yet again, he never did anything about it.
Let him wonder what those thoughts are about; after all, this is a false reality he created within his mindscape when things became hard. Yet a mindscape should be your comfort area. Why is your mindscape a torturous area where you were bullied to death, where you allowed others to step over you when you got bullied, where you did everything wrong, where—where—WHERE—
Your mind is your greatest sin. Your mind has stopped being your friend. Your mind sees you as unholy, and you must be fixed. You are the reflection, you are—what’s wrong? You are what’s wrong, y—.
Each time I try to channel your reading, your inner thoughts become crazy and change the storyline of what you are supposed to hear. What is hidden? What are you hiding from yourself? What are you keeping harshly to your heart? What makes you feel the need to sabotage everything for yourself? Do you crave this feeling, the nagging sensation to sabotage—”the world would be a better place if everyone sabotaged each other, oh fuck, it would be fun.”
Your obsession, this obsession, this mindfuck that you do with yourself is obnoxious. It’s pathetic. You’re being pathetic with yourself. Is it hurting your feelings that I am telling you to get a grip? Good. You need to get a grip on yourself and reveal what you are hiding from yourself. But then again, I could tell you, would you read it? No.
VII of cups.
You’re being sloppy with yourself, you are not allowing yourself to move forward. How can you expect opportunities in your life just because you received the Seven of cups? That’s not even for you. That’s not even what the card means in your case. You want opportunities coming your way with this mindset, how can that be? Would you want to act that way, yeah, the way your mind is right now, with the people you genuinely care for? Do you think they will love you as you love them? You think they will even allow that around them? That crazy toxicity around them. You think they want you to even feel that crap? You think they are going to think it’s okay? And I don’t care that you don’t care about what others think about you. Great, then why are you reading this? If you don’t care about what others think about you, why are you reading this pile? You obviously care and were drawn to this in the first place. Another part of you just knows something is wrong and must be fixed.
You cannot control every little thing about yourself, or else you will rebel against yourself as you are doing right now and cause yourself pain. “An eye for an eye” appeared in my mind, and the same can be said with how you treat yourself. You believe in justice and how others should be hurt just as they did to the same person; you believe someone is unworthy of your presence if they disrespect you completely. These are fine because these are your beliefs based on what you went through, and no one should judge you based on what you went through. But I am not here to compliment you on the work you did to yourself. You are supposed to work on yourself, not shame yourself, not judge, not humiliate, not—not become your own demon.
Did you like becoming this self-obsessed, self-hating, and controlling person with yourself because you didn’t accomplish what you wanted? Did you like diminishing your worth for this materialistic aspect of your life? Did you like diminishing your entire existence because you failed in something you worked so hard to learn? Did you like ruining your concept of what you should have been for an ounce of anger and disgust with yourself because you got rejected by someone? Did you like it? Did it make you happy? Are you happy?
Do you feel happy with who you are right now? Do you feel cute, pretty, handsome, or lovely? Who do you think you are now? What are you now? He wonders but never does anything about it.
Masterlist.
Pile III.
IX of pentacles, VI of wands, the emperor, and the hanged man.
It’s your first time learning how to rollerblade, this place is filled with so many people that you are starting to feel dizzy. Music is playing in the background, but they have started to sound like noise, white noise to be exact—a white light is flashing at you, “hey! Hey! Hey! Over here, yeahhh, notice me, thanks!” Someone calls out to you as they did a spin with their roller skates and zoomed out from your view. Someone else grabs your hands and wants you to dance with them, but you suggest you cannot, pointing at your blade, but they won’t listen. They grab your hand to take you for a dance only for you to slip and flip around, falling face first. People laugh at you, but you stay still thinking about the best way to get up without causing more pain to your body. The person who wanted to dance with you wanted to see you fall, but your main focus is yourself—you weren’t worried about anyone, not even the white noise in the background. Simply the white light.
The light follows you around again as you are still lying down, and the same voice pops back up, ‘’hey! Hey! Hey! How come you didn’t give me attention?” You deadpanly say, “I’m on the ground, do you think I can focus on you when I have to get up?” But as you spoke those words, you suddenly woke up to an empty room in bright white light. Everything is white—the hospital bed, the IV bag, the chairs, the door—hell, even the ceilings and windows except for what is out the door. You get up and go to it, only to enter a hospital room. You pause and look around and see your close ones. Not your friends, not your family, not your close ones—just you. The one that is cheering you on, the one that is by your side each time, the one that mourns your past selves and the wrongdoings that they had to deal with, the ones who would do anything to make sure you are okay. They are telling you to come closer, but each time you try to walk to them, your view is pulled away and they become farther and farther. Each time you try to run to them, they start to fade into white noise.
You cannot chase something you have to let go. It’s time to let go of your past and who you are now. Shed your skin as a snake would. Improving yourself to follow your goals is okay, but when you are overdoing it like you are now.. you make it harder for yourself to find things that are actually worth it. You following this goal is the white light asking for your attention, and yes, you are giving it each moment of your life—this obsession you have with it is killing your excitement in life and causing you depression. Whether or not you want to accept it, you are healed. Yes. You have healed. You are done healing. You have such powerful cards, everything fits, it does, but you are stalling from this power you have. You need to come to terms that you are done with your goal, you are done healing, and you are healed—you healed both your shadow self and your inner child. You have healed the light side of you, and now your higher self is calling out to you, but you are treating it as white noise.
was shuffling my decks today (the trusty Rider-Waite-Smith and the After Tarot deck, which is like RWS but it shows what happens a few seconds later) and had this thought: we all have these secret power-ups, these hidden skills in our character sheet that we forget are even there.
so i did a reading for the collective. what hidden gift do you carry? what's the legendary item you've had in your inventory this whole time?
this is a pick-a-pile. clear your mental cache, take a deep breath, and just pick the pile number that feels like it's pinging your server. no overthinking.
got yours? awesome. scroll on down: bingo bongo lets go
// Pile 1
Your Cards: 4 of Swords, Judgement
Okay, so your hidden gift is that you are a master of the Sacred Reboot. You have this incredible, phoenix-like ability to take a necessary system pause (4 of Swords) and use that period of rest not just to recover, but to undergo a complete and total system overhaul. While others see you as just being quiet or taking a break, you are privately running a massive level_up.exe in the background. Your gift is the power to retreat, recalibrate, and re-emerge completely reborn and ready for your next big quest (Judgement). You don't just rest; you resurrect.
// Pile 2
Your Cards: 6 of Wands, The Hanged Man
Alright, your hidden gift is a wild, paradoxical superpower. You are a master of Winning by Surrender. This makes no logical sense, and that's why it's so powerful. You have this uncanny ability to achieve public victory and success (6 of Wands) specifically when you let go of the need to control the outcome (The Hanged Man). While everyone else is grinding and forcing their way forward, your unique cheat code is to pause, shift your perspective, and release your grip. The moment you stop trying to force the win is the exact moment the universe hands you the trophy. It’s a strange and powerful magic.
// Pile 3
Your Cards: 7 of Cups, Queen of Wands
Your hidden gift is that you are a Reality Architect. You have the rare and potent combination of a wild, vivid imagination (7 of Cups) and the magnetic, charismatic willpower to actually make it real (Queen of Wands). While other people get lost in their daydreams, you see them as a character creation screen. You can look at a whole cloud of glittering possibilities, pick the one you want, and then embody the passionate, confident energy needed to drag that dream from the cloud server and install it on the physical one. Your gift is turning fantasy into your next fiery, fabulous project.
// Pile 4
Your Cards: 8 of Cups, Ace of Cups
Okay, your hidden gift is a profound form of Emotional Alchemy. You have this incredible capacity for self-healing. You possess the immense courage to recognize when something is no longer emotionally fulfilling and to walk away from it, even when it's hard (8 of Cups). But your real magic is that this act of leaving doesn't create a void. It instantly creates fertile ground for a brand new, beautiful emotional beginning to rush in (Ace of Cups). Your gift is the power to compost old heartaches into the perfect soil for new love and joy to grow. You don't just move on; you create the space for a beautiful new program to begin running immediately.
hope this helped you find a cool new skill on your character sheet! remember, it's a general reading, so take the code that compiles for you and comment out the rest. If you want a more personal reading, find the one that suits your needs best at my etsy!
I want to avoid speaking on whatever things in this blog, but I saw something in a different tarot community and I wanted to just say something if there was someone feeling this way/in this situation…
If you want to try to read tarot or do any sort of divination, go for it!
Of course when you read for other people its courtesy to speak to them respectfully but honestly about what the cards show… but everyone starts somewhere. I feel if you inform people that you are learning and are new to it, they will manage their expectations. And, you won’t improve much if you don’t practice just like with any other skill. Don’t mind other readers who may be bitter about “over-saturation” either. Who cares! Lmao
