i can tell my period is near cause im #losingit
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i can tell my period is near cause im #losingit
The thing is: I want to start again. Live another life and do things differently, be different. Be stronger just once. But very deep inside myself, buried underneath shattered hope, there is this spark that holds me back. A spark of memory. One of the person I was and forgive and love for making me who I am. It is so damn damn damn difficult to want both. The hot and the cold. The safety and the adventure. My old and my possible life.
-An ink drinker-
I’m sorry but 2020 had a certain high to it. Sure, there was a lotta sadness and grief but there was also a lot to laugh and be merry about and it being 2020 heightened every aspect of it.
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I’m lying in bed it’s three am I work in seven hours and all I can do is cry over this person because I fucked up and I hurt I hurt so much and I just want to talk to them and be with them but I can’t I ruined everything and all I can do now is cry I lost the most impactful, most meaningful thing in my life to a pipe dream and there’s no getting it back god I hurt so much