Happy Wednesday Readers!!! I know, it's been a minute since I have grace you all with my writing, good, bad, or otherwise. Life has been a bit hectic to say the least as it has been for everyone I am sure. But hopefully I will be getting back into the swing of it, and writing/posting more.
I have been working on a few things, and been throwing some ideas around, possibly making a few changes to how I do/write moving forward, I am not sure if they will go over well with the fanfic community, but we will see.
anyhoo, let's get to it. This is a one shot, request/ask that I am filling, in for @nancymcl for some reason my desktop version of Tumblr won't let me pull her ask so I will just retype her ask here:
I am just now getting to Leverage. (Because Christian Kane) Would love to see how Eliot would react to Dean if they ran across each other while the boys were on a hunt.
I mean come on this sounds amazing! I hope I did you justice and you like what I came up with. I also tried something different with the "mood board" or "photo card" do we like it? I mean I could find a photo of Christian Kane shirtless in a boxing ring (the tap out job) but Dean not one I like, and AI I could not for the life of me, make anything work. Please for the love of God, anyone out there that can make good AI fan art, teach me your ways, send me some basic prompts and settings that I need to use, I will be forever grateful.
But, again anyhoo....back to the story at hand:
Plot: Eliot Spencer from Leverage and Dean Winchester from Supernatural. The story follows them as they discover an underground fighting ring with supernatural elements and eventually team up to take it down. We also have appearances from Hardison, Parker, Sophie, Nate, and Sam Winchester to round out the supporting cast.
This is intended as a one shot, but I did leave the door open for a series or a follow up. Let me know in the comments, if that is something you all would like to see???? Suggestions on where this could go.
Word Count: 3K+
-Multi POV-
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-Eliot POV-
The warehouse district of Boston wasn't Eliot Spencer's favorite place to be at 2 AM on a Tuesday, but after three weeks of fighting in this underground ring, he was finally getting close to the real money. Tonight was the big one—a hundred grand in unmarked bills riding on his fight. Not for himself—those days were behind him—but for the job. Hardison had tracked suspicious financial movements to this fight club with stakes higher than any legitimate boxing commission would allow, and Eliot had gone in as a fighter to infiltrate from the inside.
"I don't like this, Eliot." Parker's voice crackled through his earpiece. "The heat signatures in that building don't make sense."
Eliot adjusted his jacket, sore muscles protesting from his previous fights. "What do you mean they don't make sense?"
"Some of them are... too hot. Like, way too hot for a human." There was concern in her voice, rare for someone who typically treated danger like a playground.
"It's probably just the thermal imaging acting up," Hardison chimed in. "These warehouse walls are thick, man."
"Stay focused, Eliot," Nate's steady voice cut in. "You've built your reputation as the Mountain Man for weeks now. Tonight we find out who's really behind this operation."
Eliot grunted. "I've beaten everyone they've put in front of me except the champion. Tonight I finally get my shot at him."
The doorman—all three hundred pounds of him—gave Eliot a respectful nod as he walked through. Several spectators recognized him, some slapping him on the back, others quickly moving out of his way. Three weeks of bruising victories had earned him both fans and respect in this underground circuit. The interior smelled of sweat, blood, and something else... sulfur? Eliot put that in the back of his mind as he made his way through the crowd. His eyes, as always, noted the exits, the guards, and the cage in the center where two men were currently beating each other senseless.
Or rather, one was beating the other senseless. The victor moved with a fluid grace that seemed almost inhuman. His eyes flashed—and for a moment, Eliot could have sworn they turned completely black.
"Found our guy," he muttered into his comm. "The winner in the cage. Something's off about him."
"Define 'off,'" Sophie's cultured voice replied.
"Eliot, get visual," Nate instructed. "Hardison needs to run facial recognition."
Before Eliot could answer, the announcer bellowed into the microphone: "AND STILL UNDEFEATED! THE DEMON OF DETROIT!"
The crowd roared as the fighter raised his arms, a malevolent grin spreading across his face.
"Looking for fresh meat!" The announcer continued. "Who's brave enough to challenge our champion?"
Eliot was about to volunteer when another voice rang out.
"I'll take him on!"
The crowd parted to reveal a tall man with close-cropped hair and a cocky grin. Something about him seemed familiar to Eliot—the stance, the awareness, the way his eyes scanned the room. This wasn't some amateur looking for glory. This was a professional.
The newcomer entered the cage, shrugging off a worn leather jacket, his red flannel, and black t-shirt to reveal his bare muscled chest. Raising up his arms, to get the crown on his side, some cheering him on, he moves around the ring, as he turns towards Eliot, Eliot can now see, near the man's left side of his chest near his heart what looked suspiciously like protective sigils tattooed.
"Name?" The announcer asked.
"Dean. Dean Winchester."
"Hardison, you getting this?" Nate asked over the comms. "Run this Dean Winchester through the system."
"Already on it," Hardison replied. "But I gotta tell you, this guy's record is... interesting. Multiple reports of death, grave desecration, impersonating federal agents. Either we're dealing with the world's luckiest criminal or something else entirely."
-Dean POV-
Dean hadn't expected to find a demon fighting ring in Boston, but the trail of mysteriously broken-necked losers had brought him here. Sam was working another angle—checking the morgue for sulfur residue on the corpses—while Dean went straight to the source.
The "Demon of Detroit" wasn't subtle with his nickname, but Dean doubted anyone here realized it was literal. The black eyes had confirmed his suspicions. Now he just needed to get close enough to exorcise the bastard before he killed anyone else.
What he hadn't counted on was being matched up against another fighter first—a compact, hard-looking man with long hair and a stare that could cut glass. The crowd was already chanting "Mountain Man" as the fighter approached the cage.
"Change of plans, folks!" The announcer called out. "Our new challenger will face our local favorite, the undefeated Mountain Man, before earning a shot at the champion!"
Dean cursed under his breath. This Mountain Man had clearly been fighting here for a while—the crowd loved him, and judging by the announcer's introduction, he hadn't lost a match yet. He looked like he knew what he was doing, and Dean couldn't afford to get beaten to a pulp before dealing with the actual demon.
As they circled each other in the cage, Dean tried to size up his opponent. The way this guy moved told Dean everything he needed to know—trained, experienced, and dangerous. Far more skilled than anyone else he'd seen in these kinds of underground fights.
"Hey, man, I'm not here for you," Dean said quietly.
The long-haired fighter didn't blink. His eyes showed a calculating intelligence that didn't match the typical brawler profile. "Then why are you here?"
"Would you believe I'm hunting a demon?"
That earned him a scoff. "Sure. And I'm here collecting Easter eggs."
The first punch came so fast Dean barely saw it, connecting with his jaw and sending him staggering back. He recovered quickly, blocking the next blow and countering with one of his own that the other man slipped with practiced ease.
"You're good," Dean admitted, tasting blood. "Military?"
"Something like that," the man replied, landing a kick to Dean's thigh that nearly buckled his knee. "You?"
Dean grinned through the pain. "Family business."
They exchanged blows for another minute, neither gaining a clear advantage, though Dean suspected the other man was holding back.
"Look," Dean grunted after barely dodging a lightning-fast combination, "I'm serious about the demon thing. The champion? Black eyes? Sulfur smell? Ringing any bells?"
The other fighter paused, reassessing Dean. "You're saying the champion is... actually a demon?"
"Bingo." Dean used the momentary distraction to pull a small flask from his pocket. "Holy water. Watch."
He unscrewed the cap and flicked a few drops toward the champion, who was watching their fight with interest from the side of the cage. The water hit his arm, and the skin immediately sizzled and smoked. The demon hissed, eyes flashing black.
The long-haired man's expression hardened. "I'll be damned."
"Not yet," Dean said, "but if we don't stop this thing, plenty of others will be."
-Eliot POV-
Eliot had seen a lot of strange things in his life—corrupt governments, experimental weapons, Hardison's attempts at cooking—but actual demons were new.
"Guys," he whispered into his comm, "you hearing this?"
"If you're asking if we heard that demons are real and currently running a fight club, then yeah," Hardison replied, voice higher than usual. "Man, I was happier not knowing that."
"Eliot," Parker cut in, "the thermal scan makes sense now. That champion guy is literally burning hotter than a human should."
"Stay calm, everyone," Nate's voice came through, steady as always despite the revelation. "If demons are real, then this is a lot bigger than we thought. Eliot, work with this Winchester character if you think he's legitimate. Sophie, I need you to start looking into occult connections with these fights."
The Winchester guy was eyeing him, waiting for a response. Eliot made a quick decision. "I'm Eliot Spencer. Sounds like we're both here to shut this operation down."
"Dean Winchester. And yeah, I'm here to exorcise that demon and find out who's behind this. These fights are being used to identify potential vessels—humans strong enough to contain powerful demons."
Eliot nodded. "My team tracked money from some suspicious deaths back to this place. We thought it was just illegal gambling."
"Oh, there's gambling alright," Dean said. "Just with souls instead of cash."
The announcer was getting impatient. "Fight or forfeit, gentlemen!"
Dean leaned in closer. "We need to make this look good, then take on the demon together. I've got holy water and salt, but I'll need a distraction to start the exorcism."
Eliot resisted the urge to roll his eyes. "Holy water and salt? Why don't we just hit him really hard until he stops moving?"
"Because he's a demon," Dean said slowly, as if explaining to a child. "Physical damage won't stop him."
"You'd be surprised what physical damage can accomplish," Eliot muttered, but nodded his agreement. "Fine. Your way first. If that fails, we try mine."
"Eliot," Nate's voice came through his earpiece, "I'm sending Parker and Hardison to back you up. Sophie and I will work on identifying who's really pulling the strings here."
They started fighting again, this time choreographing it to look convincing while minimizing actual damage. Dean was skilled—not quite at Eliot's level, but he clearly had a lifetime of training.
"On three," Dean whispered after a particularly convincing exchange of blows, "I'll go down. You'll be declared the winner and face the demon. I'll circle around outside the cage."
Eliot nodded imperceptibly, then landed the pulled punch that Dean sold with an oscar-worthy performance, collapsing to the mat.
The crowd roared as Eliot was declared the winner. As promised, his next opponent would be the undefeated champion. As Dean was helped out of the cage—slipping away from his handlers at the first opportunity—Eliot prepared himself to face a literal demon.
"Hardison," he muttered, "I'm about to fight an actual demon. Any advice?"
"Besides 'don't'?" Hardison replied. "Man, I don't know. I'm still processing the fact that demons exist!"
"Focus, Eliot," Nate commanded. "Demon or not, this is just another opponent. Find its weakness and exploit it."
"Sophie, can you create a distraction if this goes south?" Eliot asked.
"Already on it," she replied smoothly. "I've identified the circuit breaker. On your signal, we can cut the lights."
The demon entered the cage, grinning at Eliot with malevolent confidence. Up close, the sulfur smell was overwhelming.
"You look tasty," the demon said, his voice oddly layered. "Strong vessel. Good soul. I'll enjoy wearing you to the prom."
"Yeah, not interested," Eliot replied, falling into his fighting stance.
The bell rang, and the demon attacked with inhuman speed. Eliot barely managed to dodge, countering with a strike to the kidney that would have dropped a normal man. The demon merely laughed.
From the corner of his eye, Eliot spotted Dean slipping along the edge of the crowd, a duffel bag now in his hand. Whatever plan the hunter had, Eliot needed to buy him time.
The demon landed a punch that felt like being hit by a truck. Eliot rolled with it, using the momentum to create distance. His ribs protested, and he tasted blood.
"Your friend was right," the demon taunted. "Holy water and salt are the traditional methods. But he forgot the most important thing—you need to trap me first."
"Good thing I didn't forget," Dean's voice called out as he flung a handful of white powder in a circle around the cage. Salt, Eliot realized. Completing a circle that Dean must have started laying down while everyone was distracted by the fight.
The demon snarled, lunging for Eliot with renewed fury, clearly hoping to finish the fight before Dean could complete whatever ritual he was planning.
"Now would be good!" Eliot shouted, barely avoiding a blow that would have crushed his windpipe.
Dean began reciting something in Latin, his voice carrying through the suddenly quiet warehouse. The crowd, confused but sensing something was wrong, began to murmur uneasily.
The demon screamed in rage, its attacks becoming wilder. Eliot took advantage, using the demon's fury against it, deflecting rather than blocking, conserving his strength.
"Sophie, lights!" he called.
The warehouse plunged into darkness, illuminated seconds later by emergency lights that cast everything in an eerie red glow. In the confusion, Dean had somehow made it into the cage and was continuing his Latin chant while flinging holy water at the demon, who screamed as each drop hit like acid.
"Exorcizamus te, omnis immundus spiritus..." Dean continued, voice rising.
"Eliot, remember that move you used in Belgrade?" Nate's voice was calm but urgent in his ear. "The one that disrupted the energy flow? Try it now."
The demon, now desperate, broke through Eliot's guard and grabbed him by the throat, lifting him off his feet. "I'll snap his neck before you finish, hunter!"
Eliot, vision darkening from lack of oxygen, did what he did best. He hit the demon. Hard. Right in the throat, using a strike he'd learned from a monastery in Tibet that was specifically designed to disrupt energy flow. It wasn't meant for demons, but apparently interdimensional entities still needed functioning vessels.
The demon's grip loosened enough for Eliot to break free, gasping for air.
"Keep chanting!" he rasped at Dean. "I've got this!"
"Holy water works better!" Dean argued, even as he continued the exorcism.
"Just finish the damn Latin!" Eliot snapped, launching into a flurry of strikes targeting nerve clusters and pressure points that would incapacitate even superhuman strength if hit precisely enough.
The demon staggered under the assault, its movements becoming jerky and uncoordinated. Dean's exorcism reached its crescendo, and the demon threw its head back, black smoke pouring from its mouth and eyes as it screamed in unholy agony.
The human host collapsed, unconscious but alive. Around them, chaos had erupted as the crowd realized something very wrong was happening. Several black-eyed individuals were trying to flee, only to be intercepted by a blonde woman wielding what looked like a taser and a tall, shaggy-haired man with a shotgun.
"That's my brother Sam," Dean explained, catching his breath. "Looks like your team met up with him."
"Parker and Hardison," Eliot nodded. "Sophie's probably already got the money trail locked down." He eyed Dean. "Not bad with the Latin. Still think a good punch works faster."
Dean rolled his eyes. "The punch wouldn't have expelled the demon. The exorcism did that."
"My punch gave you time to finish the exorcism," Eliot countered. "And it didn't require any arts and crafts supplies."
"It's not arts and crafts, it's—" Dean started, then stopped as he noticed more demons converging on their position. "We can argue methodology later. Right now, we've got more company."
Eliot cracked his knuckles. "Fine. We'll try it your way again. But if that doesn't work fast enough..."
"Yeah, yeah," Dean conceded, pulling out more holy water and a sawed-off shotgun loaded with salt rounds. "Then we punch things harder. I got it."
"Eliot, Dean, get ready," Nate's voice came through the comm. "Parker and Hardison have set up a trap by the east exit. Herd them that way."
Together, they turned to face the oncoming demons, an unlikely alliance of hitter and hunter, bound by a common enemy and a shared determination to protect the innocent—even if they couldn't agree on the best way to do it.
Three hours later, the warehouse was quiet again. The fighting ring had been dismantled, the demons exorcised, and the human organizers of the operation—a group of occultists trying to create the perfect vessels for higher-level demons—were zip-tied and waiting for the authorities, though their statements about demonic possession would likely land them in psychiatric care rather than prison.
"So you guys do this kind of thing often?" Eliot asked, pressing an ice pack to his bruised ribs as the two teams compared notes in the Leverage headquarters.
"Hunting demons? Yeah, family business," Dean replied. His brother Sam was deep in conversation with Hardison about tracking patterns of supernatural activity.
"And you... steal from the rich and give to the poor?" Sam asked, looking up from Hardison's array of screens.
"We provide... alternative leverage," Sophie explained diplomatically.
Nate sipped his whiskey thoughtfully. "We help people who have nowhere else to turn. When the law fails them, we provide... other options."
Parker, who had been studying Dean's collection of weapons with undisguised interest, picked up a flask of holy water. "So this stuff actually burns demons? That's so cool."
"Not as cool as watching Eliot punch that demon in the throat," Hardison added. "Man, I didn't think anything could make that thing flinch, and then you hit it with some Crouching Tiger Hidden Hitter move."
Eliot shrugged. "Just because something's supernatural doesn't mean it doesn't have weak points."
"Still," Dean insisted, "you need the right tools for the job. Holy water, salt, iron, Latin exorcisms—these things work because they have power over the supernatural."
"And a well-placed hit works because physics is physics," Eliot countered. "Even for demons."
Dean raised his hands in surrender. "Fine. Next time we fight a werewolf, you can try punching it while I use silver bullets, and we'll see who gets better results."
"Next time?" Sophie raised an eyebrow.
Sam and Dean exchanged glances. "This operation was bigger than just Boston," Sam explained. "We found evidence of similar fighting rings in five other cities. They're systematically testing human hosts for demon compatibility."
"That kind of geographical spread means serious organization," Nate mused, swirling the whiskey in his glass. "Money trails, shell companies, probably legitimate businesses as fronts."
"Exactly," Sam nodded, impressed with Nate's quick grasp of the situation. "We've been tracking the supernatural side, but the human infrastructure behind it has been harder to crack."
"Well, that's our specialty," Nate smiled, a calculating look in his eyes that his team knew well. "I think we might have a mutually beneficial partnership opportunity here."
"Sounds like our kind of problem," Parker grinned.
"And the demons are definitely our kind of problem," Dean added.
Eliot looked at the hunter, a reluctant respect forming. "So what you're saying is..."
"We might need to work together again," Dean finished, extending his hand. "God help me, but your punch-first-ask-questions-later approach actually worked pretty well with our holy water."
Eliot shook the offered hand, his grip firm. "And I guess the Latin wasn't completely useless."
"High praise," Dean smirked.
"I'll start planning our approach," Nate said, already moving to the whiteboard. "Sophie, we'll need covers for multiple cities. Hardison, I want everything you can find on these fight promoters, investors, property holdings."
As the two teams continued sharing information, planning their next move against the supernatural fighting rings, Eliot couldn't help but wonder what other impossible things might exist in the world. Demons were real—what else might be lurking in the shadows?
One thing was certain: whatever came next, he'd face it the way he always did—head-on, fists ready. And if Dean Winchester insisted on bringing salt and holy water to the fight, well, Eliot supposed there were worse backup plans.
After all, when it came to taking down the bad guys—supernatural or otherwise—results were what mattered. And between his fists and Dean's arsenal, results were something they could definitely deliver.
Author: Autobot2001
Genre: Fanfiction
Fandom: Transformers
Rating: T
Warning: Brief talk of poor mental health
Pairing: Drift X Jamie (OC)
Description: Vivian suggests Crosshairs and Drift take Jamie to do the grocery shopping. The three know how a few hours out of the house is good for Jamie.
@theocxcanonweek day 2; mundane tasks.
The sun shines through the curtains. Crosshairs, accustomed to room darkening curtains, dislikes being awakened by the sun, despite his desire to wake up early to work out. He forgot Drift changed the curtains. During spring and summer, the three enjoy the sun in the room. However, Crosshairs dislikes it in his face during the morning. He grabs clothes and changes in the bathroom.
Crosshairs walks out of the bathroom dressed in a grey tank top, shorts going to his knees, and socks. He smiles at Drift and Jamie sleeping, wondering what they’ll do today. Most days follow a similar routine, with some slight changes when Crosshairs and Drift have work scheduled. Even while staying at their friends, Cade and Vivian’s house, things are often mundane, which doesn’t bother the two mechs. They’re more concerned about Jamie’s mental health than doing different things every day. The mechs would occasionally try to persuade Jamie to do something different.
Drift is awake at eight. He would rather not wake Jamie up. He sets out of bed and leaves the room.
Drift walks into the kitchen, and sees Crosshairs on a bar stool. His hair is still wet, indicating he just got out of the shower perhaps ten minutes ago.
Drift occupies the left stool next to Crosshairs. He sees the silver human-sized Cybertronian butler, Cogman, cooking pancakes.
“What’s the potential plan for today?” Crosshairs asks.
“Maybe the pool, since it’s heated.”
“What about taking Jamie out?” Cogman asks, “Vivian’s idea for you three to do the grocery shopping.”
Both agree it’s a good idea, but won’t force Jamie. They have learned ways to be encouraging. Knowing it’s important to get Jamie out of the house.
Cade and Vivian walk into the kitchen as breakfast is ready. They know how bad Jamie's mental health has gotten.
The four talk about the shopping list while they eat. Cogman sits at the island with them, but he’s worried about Jamie being alone.
Crosshairs and Drift return to the bedroom once they finish breakfast.
Drift gets clothes and goes into the bathroom to shower, while Crosshairs lies on his bed with the pillows propped up. His sister Lightning texts him. He discusses Jamie’s recent days and the plan for the upcoming hours, as grocery shopping won’t be time-consuming. Crosshairs knows she wishes she could have come, along with the terror twins, but Prowl made a last-minute schedule change. He declined to adjust schedules for Lighting, Sideswipe, and Sunstreaker. The friends hope to plan a vacation Prowl will give them time off. Jamie is awake as Crosshairs and Lightning end the conversation. He watches her though he knows she’s scrolling through her phone while waiting for Drift to leave the bathroom.
The two want Jamie to eat before they leave. Cogman left a plate of pancakes and bacon in the warmer. Crosshairs makes more coffee, and a cup for Jamie, while Drift makes another cup of tea.
“I still don’t see how you can drink coffee in the morning and tea at night,” Crosshairs comments, “seems weird.”
The three sit at the island. Jamie eats everything on her plate and finishes her coffee. Then argues with Crosshairs about not using her stainless steel cup. “I don’t think you need two cups of coffee,” Crosshairs argues, “even if it’ll take you a couple of hours to drink it.”
Drift laughs at the silly argument. Crosshairs changes the subject to going out. Crosshairs and Drift were right about Jamie’s disinterest in going out. They know how to be supportive, yet they fear Jamie feeling constrained. Their intention is not to pressure her into anything. Even if it’s good for her. The two are successful in encouraging Jamie.
Since the Autobots’ holoforms can function four hundred miles from their Cybertronian bodies, the three borrow Cade’s pickup truck. The three cram into the front. The back seats are lifted to make room for the grocery bags. Due to Jamie getting car sick when sitting in the middle seat, she will not be sitting between the two mechs. Crosshairs drives, Drift sits in the middle, and Jamie sits on the passenger side. The three listen to music from Jamie’s phone, rather than connecting to the truck’s speakers. Jamie’s phone is playing the music at almost maxed-out volume. Although the property is hidden in the woods, the drive to the city is twenty minutes. The friends wouldn’t be bothered driving an hour while enjoying the music.
Drift takes the shopping list out of his pocket when the three enter the store. They head to the produce section.
That’s what Crosshairs thought until Drift started looking at muffins.
“I’m searching for Jamie’s favorite, which is unavailable in stores Jamie goes to in her dimension. Seems to be the same here.”
“Well then, most humans hate banana nut muffins, wimps.”
“Really?”
Drift watches Crosshairs go to the cupcake display. Crosshairs spots a twelve-pack of good-sized cupcakes rather than minis. He isn’t happy about the pack costing twenty dollars, but he thinks a bakery would charge the same or more.
“You know Cogman will argue he could make these?”
“So?” Crosshairs says as he puts the container in the cart.
“We better get moving,” Drift says as the two see Jamie eyeing sugar cookies.
Crosshairs takes Jamie’s hand and the two head to the produce.
The cart is loaded with fruits, vegetables, and meat within ten minutes.
“I’m amazed that Cade and Vivian said nothing about your hens laying eggs,” Crosshairs says to Jamie as Drift grabs a carton of eggs.
“The hens won’t be laying eggs for a few weeks at this point.”
They get milk and get what they need from the freezer section.
They knew they’d stray from the list as they reached the snack aisles.
Drift grabs goldfish for Jamie and gets mint Oreos for her since the wholesale store she likes to go to only carries plain Oreos.
“Is it weird that I don’t like how she’s not trying to sneak stuff into the cart?”
“No, that is what Jamie would do,” Drift sighs, “another sign of her poor mental health.”
They resume grocery shopping.
The two mechs decide to stop at Panera Bread for lunch. They order a ranch Cobb sandwich, a tuna salad sandwich, and the signature take chicken sandwich. Along with a group bowl of home-style chicken noodle soup and six warmed chocolate chip cookies. Drift gets hot tea, but Jamie gets root beer and Crosshairs gets Pepsi.
“I don’t think she’s eating dinner,” Crosshairs comments.
“It’s only twelve-thirty. I think she’ll eat dinner.”
The three enjoy their lunch, bringing home the soup that remains. Jamie also wanted to get a dozen chocolate chip cookies and candy cookies to bring home.
After they arrive home and put away the groceries, Jamie goes to the living room to watch TV.
“Should we see if she’ll want to go swimming in the heated pool?” Crosshairs asks.
“Maybe later.”
“This was good for her,” Vivian comments, “the tricky part is knowing how often to encourage her to go out. You know you two know the limit.”
Drift nods, “yeah, I just don’t know how much this will help her.”
Drift goes into the living room.
“Something happened?” Vivian asks.
“Me being stupid. Bringing up how I didn't like how Jamie didn’t sneak stuff into the cart. She’s done that several times before.”
“It’s hard to say if that ruined his mood,” Vivian says, “I know he thinks about Jamie’s poor mental health even if she’s doing better.”
Drift is happy about the past two hours. True, Crosshairs’ question caused him to think about how Jamie’s mental health has been, but he knows he thinks about it when he shouldn’t. It’s not Crosshairs’ fault. Jamie lies on the sectional while watching TV.
It’s good she went out for a while. Drift thinks. Jamie’s waning interest in her favorite activities is also an issue.
Drift sighs and sits beside Jamie’s feet. He didn’t think she’d move. Resting her head on a pillow on Drift’s lap. Crosshairs walks in and sits beside Drift. He takes Drift’s hand as a silent way to apologize. Drift isn’t sure how to assure Crosshairs silently that it’s not his fault. They’ll likely talk about today after Jamie is asleep tonight. The two still highly regard the past two hours.
I think socially and maybe globally, we must be feeling that adage. We must have been feeling it for a while.
Because... what? My perfectly solid and philosophically sound evidence you ask?
Time Loop stories!
They’ve become more and more popular and at first I thought maybe Netflix was just catching up to the Groundhog Day/Happy Death Day ideas, but no. I found an entire Wiki entry on Time Loops and they’ve seemingly been growing in popularity since the 80s.
And maybe it’s just a literary device, like how in Russian Doll it is used to represent the phases of a relationship and how we grow close to someone even as we repeat the same fights and tell the same stories but how we can’t grow with them until we decide to be vulnerable and open up our layers of dolls. Or maybe it’s a fad, like how Groundhog Day was so successful, people tried to replicate the story. Or maybe it’s a sci-fi trope, with films like Edge of Tomorrow or K-dramas like One More Time and A Day taking from manga/manhwa.
Time is important as a resource to us mortal humans, so it makes sense that we would focus on it in our stories. It’s seemingly nonrenewable, and we have no way to measure how much we have. Time loops make sense as a literary device simply because of our current position in whatever cosmos you believe in.
But what if our fascination also comes from this feeling of learning about history and then looking out at our world with that dizzying deja vu feeling of having been here, done this, repeating every waking moment. Perhaps we’re all walking through life watching history repeat itself without knowing it and having no idea how to stop it.
Or, and personally this makes the most sense to me, perhaps we are each living day to day with a patterned routine that insures our survival by repeating itself every. single. day. Perhaps it’s our own history we’re repeating because we can’t find the room to breathe in a society that demands efficiency, speed, keep up or get out. Maybe we just all feel like we’re stuck in an eternal time loop until one day, we die.
That’s really sad to me. It’s like we think that burning through our time at a steady pace might give us more of it, even though we also know there’s no way to tell how much we might have. We can invent explanations and reorganize the heavens to defend our understanding of them, but it doesn’t change the fact that we just don’t know. So we keep making stories about time repeating itself over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over
and over
and over
and over
and over
and over
and over.
Until we dare to do something different one day. And we move on to the next day, but then that repeats itself over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over
and over
and over
and over
and over.
Until we do something different again!
I suppose I should do something different today and get out of my own time loop. I really do hate it.
