A few days ago, or maybe a week ago, I bought this pony toy, as well as a Monster High G1 Skelita (original according to her screening I think), and besides glue-hair (and me not knowing how to fix it because tutorials often mention American brands or contradict themselves), everything was fine, she was fully clothed as well, second-hand out of the box ... I thought surely she wouldn't mean a thing to the ghost that haunts me (he's the soul of a guy currently alive), since, sure, he liked dolls, but he had only antique dolls, and it hurt him when people said THEY were haunted (he haunted me first, we met online, he fucking abandoned me, then came back like 4 days later - as in, re-haunting me, never messaged me), and hey, it was a modern doll not even in an antique style, from a popular common doll-brand, and I do already have dolls (even one that I really like that looks like me, and might feel extra powerful/spiritual, when wrapped in my cross necklace), and again, I have other dolls, I'm still tryna figure out what I even wanna DO with my dolls, but I watch plenty of doll videos, and am a collector, so really, I'm just buying yet another thing, AND, I bought an MLP toy, because I like that too, what could go wrong?!
WELL, I think a lot, and I thought to myself "wow I have this doll in my bathroom (Skelita), and these dolls over there in my bedroom, and this doll on my bed (the one that looks like me), that's kinda creepy, I'm like, those doll-people, who have a bunch of dolls everywhere and a haunted house" - and from then on I felt extra haunted (as if it hasn't almost been a year of me knowing Colby's existence - Friday's the anniversary in fact), and yeah, besides glue-hair, that's why I haven't taken Skelita back from the bathroom (but hey, at least she looks so pretty there like oh my God) - and come on, it isn't LOGICAL, and Monster High was a thing when I was younger, same for Colby, so why the FUCK am I, "more haunted", now?! I forgot to take this week's opportunity, to just buy whatever doll I think is good enough, to balance off the energy - again, luckily, it's ME who is haunted - (not possessed, just harassed by some guy's soul), so it's not the house, and my little shit named "Colby" doesn't even bother others THAT much - especially when I'm fast enough, to make sure the pan doesn't suddenly fecking fall for no apparent reason. Anyways, he comes maybe once a week - I don't know, I've spent months trying to ignore him, but he still gives me reminders, some louder than others - sometimes his signature scent comes in.
I wonder how the f to be alright again - I do remember his Email, but I try not to ever reach out - especially since, of course, you can never know if the online guy I met is just a very good actor. But yeah, like, just so you know, JUST because the doll is antique, DOESN'T mean it's haunted, and JUST because the doll is literally just a modern fashion doll, doesn't mean it's not haunted, and there is no rhyme or reason, but I think we can all agree, that,
OH MY GOD THE AVERAGE TEENAGE BOY CAN'T JUST LET ME HAVE HOBBIES LIKE I'M LITERALLY MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS WHY THE FUCK DO YOU CLAIM TO NOT CARE BUT THEN YOU CARE SO MUCH LIKE I AM LITERALLY DOING SOMETHING AND IT'S FOR ME AND I'M OVER THERE ALL ALONE JUST RELAXING YOU KNOW CHILLING HAVING FUN AND YOU JUST GO OVER TO ME AS IF IT'S NOT THE CASE THAT I WAS LITERALLY NOT BOTHERING ANYONE -
