versions of not feeling human
neurodivergency - feeling like an alien, foreign to this wierd planet and its customs and feeling like you missed some guide on how to be human and have been trying to adapt/wing it since a young age to merely mimick being a human being based on what your surroundings have taught you.
bpd - feeling like you died years ago, a shell of a human no long fit for human existence and past its prime/expiration date and not feeling fit to continue or fit in in this world yet just continuing on as a husk that nether the less continued moving along.
dollhood - feeling like your pretending to be a person, an object that should not have to have such complicated internal thoughts and is being misstreated by having to pretend to be human instead of letting go and being a doll.
anyone got any more?
