#don't show

[3am-sleepless]

Is it weird I don't really show my insecurities?

[drinkredbeer]

Don't show your real emotions

- drinkredbeer

[lostsoulslostworld]

We try to hide our feelings, be we forget that our eyes speak.

lostsoulslostworld

[darkbutgoldenvendetta-blog]

It doesn't matter

Got to keep it in, got to be quiet

[imgoingtoseethedoctor]

Sleep?

In twenty-something days i have been without any real reason to take care of myself. I have no reason to try and force myself to sleep, no reason to eat right, and most definitely no reason to smile. I know it had to end, though no part of me wanted it to; especially not how it did. I don’t want to feel like crying, sit in my room for hours just staring at the sky, or hold three silly pictures of us, realizing i can never make you smile like i did that night. It kills me that i know i can’t make you smile, talk to you, star-gaze, work, or cuddle with you, nor can i just look at you and be happy. Every jeep i see reminds me of you, every book store, advertisement for a movie i know you would love, country songs, Romeo and Juliet reference, back and passenger seats of my car, crayoned windows, notes written in fancy calligraphy pens, or typed letters. You are everywhere, and i want to enjoy that again. I can’t talk to you, for if i do, just like when i see you, i will cry, i will put my fist into walls, and i will die a little more. I never did sleep well, but i adjusted. How well can i adjust to mostly not sleeping?

[inter-parietes]

90% of the time, I don’t show my true emotion.

[l0vep0tion]

I know that you think, you sound silly when you call my name. But I get it inside my head all day. When I realize I'm just holding onto the hope that maybe, your feelings don't show...

Feels Like We Only Go Backwards