Jan 16, 2018
#damn #dontdothem 😂😂😂
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#damn #dontdothem 😂😂😂
#dontdothem is #funny though 😂😂😂
I miss you. I don’t know if you’re okay. I don’t know what you’re up to… I know you’re lost, and no matter how many times I’ve tried to help you, you don’t take it. You’ve ignored everyone and you’ve hidden. I don’t know what else to do, but give up on thinking you’re going to come back. You need help, and I can’t help you. Everyone is telling me, once you hit rock bottom you’ll come back.. I just can’t believe you turned into this person. I have no other choice but to wish you the best, and even though I don’t want to, I need to walk away and let you handle this. If you come back, I’ll be here. But I can no longer allow you, to come in and out of my life when you want. You broke up with me, you did a horrible thing to me and broke my heart and even though, you need to leave me to handle your own shit… It still doesn’t make it okay, especially the way you left… I miss you. I fucking miss you so much, I love you… I can’t keep doing this, because you don’t care about anyone but yourself…
I don't care what anyone says, drugs make your mind cloudy and they rob you of your soul. Drugs are programmers.
Red Bull
I drink way to much red bull!! Why you ask? Because in kitchens with the long hours of work you can go one of two ways. You can go with the main crowd and get into drugs. You will start small. Doing MDMA just to help, and it will only be in a Saturday just once a week. Then slowly but surely as you get deeper into the abyss that is cheffing you will find your self sprinkling downwards. Tired, emotional, stressed, you name it, it will pop up one way or another. So most chefs turn to drugs to pick them up and get there ass into gear for service. Me on the other hand (and of course a fair amount of chefs) will choose to drink red bull for the pick me ups. But just like anything in life, you will build a tolerance towards it, so now I’m drinking about 5-7 cans a day (when I’m working 7-12). I really wish I didn’t drink it, because I know it’s terrible. But my excuse is to avoid drugs!
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I needed that tonight. Definitely.
Omg so true -_-