Dec 30, 2019
Eighty-eight 🥀🎻🌙🐍
#accountability#violin#practice streak#double eight#i like the number eight#sw: clone wars#so noted#tried something for fun#that seemed a bit beyond me#and it was not as hard as I thought that it would be!#I think that I just unlocked another door#I am gaining a bit more respect for myself#as a i still hesitate#to call myself a 'musician'#but yes#I mean I hesitate to call myself#any of the things that rightly apply to me#It is not timidity#but more#a natural distrust of concrete definitions#in this case it is probably a little silly#i've always guarded against having a toxic ego#but a little ego can help you#to push yourself forward#i'm either like 'Is this really a good idea?'#or else 'fuck it. doing it.'
