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Don't mind me, remembering some old stuff I was into, when I was younger, heh
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2024
Crossovers, my beloved.....
Don't mind me, remembering some old stuff I was into, when I was younger, heh
sometimes i feel like the only damn person on the internet that believes light sedation for horses getting their teeth floated or wolf teeth pulled is safer and smarter.Ā
edit- Iām glad my followers are smart sensible people also please look at thisĀ
i mean, iām just saying... A local vet here had her assistant holding an unsedated horse WITH a scope in itās mouth, and the horse hit the girl in the neck with the scope and broke her neck sooooo yeah fuck thatĀ
also can I express how much I hate hand floatsĀ
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122.- Is cheating ever okay?
No. I find it unforgivable, and itās disgraceful. If you find your relationship lacking, you need to discuss that with your partner(s). The key to any kind of relationship is communication, and if your partner(s) (monogamous or polyamorous) are with you, then you need to explain where your dissatisfaction is coming from, and perhaps discuss the potential for expanding your borders together.Ā
Donāt cheat. That is cowardly and cruel.
131.- Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you. What do you do?
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Fun fact: this already happened.Ā He admitted it to me a little over two years ago. It was really awkward for a while, and I kind of avoided him for a few months. Thankfully, I realised why it was so awkward for me stemmed from also being aromantic as well as asexual, and we had a long chat about it. And while sometimes I still wonder if he likes me like that, but weāre back to our normal bickering and brofriendship flirts that I have always had with him and my other mates. And sometimes I wonder about āWhat if,ā but Iām not sure Iād be comfortable acting on it. He is still, always, the closest non-blood male to me in the world, and after all that madness we made a compromise: assuming he and I are both single when I turn 35 (heās got a few months on me), weāll get married for tax purposes. I donāt know if I could ever have navigated that situation in any other way, honestly. I love him dearly, but Iāll never really be in love with him.
I have had an unfinished Luztoye fic just sitting there for months now. And yet I keep getting distracted by ten million other ideas. Oops.
SOME TEA FOR THE THOUGHT
I STARE IN BLANK SPACEĀ
AS I MUSE ABOUT THE WORLD OF POSSIBILITIES
I AM RUNNING IN MY MIND
TRYING TO OUT RUN IMPOSSIBILITIES
I SEARCH FOR SOMETHING TO ABSORB ME
TO BE MY VESSEL IN THIS SPACE
I'MĀ AFLOAT IN AIR
AND NOT SO GENTLY DESCENDEDĀ
INTO THE VOID I CALL REALITYĀ
SOON IN NEAR FUTURE THE WORDSĀ
I SPEAK WILL NO MORE BE MINE
AS LIKE EVERYTHING AND EVERY BODYĀ
WE, US, THEM CHANGEĀ
THE UNCHANGING FACT IS WE CHANGEĀ
FOR WORSE OR BETTER IS ALL UP TO US
AS THE CHANGE APPROACH MEĀ
IN THE CORNER OF MY MIND IT HUNT ME
CHASE ME AND MAKE ME QUESTION
THE ALREADY WELL ASKED QUESTION
WHAT IS THE WORTH OF YOUR LIFE
ORĀ
IF I COLLECT THE WORDS INSIDE MY MIND
WOULD I BE ABLE TO BUILD A WHOLE LIBRARY OUT OF IT
WONDERS AND DOUBTS SWIRL BY CHANGEĀ
AS MY MIND BLANK
BLANK LIKE A CANVAS
CANVAS THAT IS TAUNTĀ
NAILED AND HANGED
AN AWAITING MESS
AN INSPIRING GUESS
AND DOUBTFUL, AMBIGUOUS AND PERPLEX MEANING
WE ROUND, WE CIRCLE,
AROUND THE SPHERE WE DANCE IN CIRCLE
WE LIKE A BROKEN CLOCKĀ
ONLY GET IT RIGHT
ONLY TWICEĀ
I wanna change my theme again. Itās frustrating, because I canāt ind the one I want, but I donāt know where to look. (Seriously, where do people find themes?!)
Life is getting real. but cool.
So I am currently looking at research internships for this summer and it is making em so nervous and giddy at the same time. It is the first real, big thing I will be doing to further my degree and prep myself for grad school. I know the odds of me getting accepted into one are incredibly slim and somewhat against me, but the thought of getting that opportunity is so exciting. Itās hard not to doubt myself when Iām no programming genius or an ivy student, but my prof seems to think I have a pretty good shot. i could actually get my work published. CRAZY.
On the third day of Halloween my true love asked of me: āWhat day is it?ā āā¦oh Its October third.ā