i hate being avoidant and dependent like yes i want to hang out with you so bad but i’m gonna lie and say i’m busy because i don’t want you getting close to me
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i hate being avoidant and dependent like yes i want to hang out with you so bad but i’m gonna lie and say i’m busy because i don’t want you getting close to me
if anyone is wondering whether or not dpd ruins your life the answer is Yes
i'm tired of thinking about everyone else !! if i don't take care of me, who will ??
it's nearly Valentine's Day and my depended and I are still on "it's complicated" status so we're not allowed to do anything romantic or hug or cuddle or anything and it's Killing Me
I'm not going to do anything mean or pressure her or something like that, it's just hard to sort of need that kind of affection from her and not receive it for so long
when u suck at talking to your friends but then you're Offended when you talk to them and they don't talk back ¿
Blasted off into the ether last night before bed and can't seem to find my way back down to the ground. Guess it's gonna be one of those days flying around in the fog.
That dpd moment when you have to remind yourself that your fp has their own life and can’t talk 24/7..
so I split on my boyfriend of almost 9 months we talked because it's kinda happened over three days and we're on a break as he's going to try improve and i try get myself under control were basically romantic friends with benefits until he's changed how he acts but I'm really angry at myself and depressed so any nice comments would be lovely