Sorry to be a bother, but my gender is extremely hard to figure out.. It feels feminine, beyond feminine, if possible, it makes me feel childish and cute.. I feel like I seem fake, I'm sorry for that, but I'm trying to be genuine. You don't have to help if you don't want to, I understand you you have lives outside of tumblr.
You don’t need to worry, this is what this blog is here for.
Here are some labels that might help you:
Gendercute: “When your entire gender is based around cuteness”
Cutegender: “When your gender is literally anything that fits your definition of ‘cute’.”
(Those two are often mixed up, including in our gallery, so they end up being treated as the same identity.)
Dulcigender: “An aesthetically-centered gender that is associated largely with stereotypically feminine things (such as pinks, frills, buns, and general cute things).”
Aesthetigender, Aesthetgender, Aesthetegender, or Videgender: “A gender experience that is derived from, or the embodiment of, an aesthetic.”
Genderfleur: "An aesthetic gender centered around softness, mostly pastel colors, flowers, and the like.”
Princessgender: “A soft but grandiose gender; The individual with this gender feels that their identity feels majestic, imposing and grand, but also prim, cute and ethereal. Often involves a gender expression that is soft and feminine, but commanding and confident. May openly pursue reverence of their identity from others and/or be very vocal about their identity to others, with pride.” Princessgender is the female-aligned version, the version that isn’t aligned with binary genders is pringender.
Fingender: “Umbrella term for all genders feminine in nature. Also a term to refer to a gender that isn't fully defined but definitely feminine, or a gender in which femininity is its defining feature (but the gender is not binary female). May simply be used as 'fin', ie. 'my gender is fin'.”
Nonpuella or Nonera: “Someone who is not female at all in any way, shape, or form, but feels a strong connection to femininity within their gender.”
Ceterofeminine or Ceterogirl: “A nonbinary gender with specific feminine feelings.“
I’m assuming that by beyond you mean it’s a strong gender, so these could be useful:
Gravigender: “An intense / strong gender identity. (grav- heavy)“
Aptugender: “A gender that is fitted just for you, connected, and very secure in yourself. You may not know what this gender is, but it Is very strong and prepared.“
Hypergender: “Experiencing a gender with more intensity than is common for your identity.”
Charmgender: “A gender which feels small but powerful. (Term likely named after "flavors" of quarks).”
You can also be referring to a gender that feels distant, or something else, so please send another ask if these aren’t accurate enough!