#dysphoria thoughts

[sapphicnecromancer]

Like genuine question. Why don't I feel better?! I mean I've done literally everything people tell you to do when ur feeling depressed, I go out, I talk with a lot of people, I have hobbies, I go to therapy, I do sports and I even take medicine. So why don't I feel better? Like it's not like I'm super depressed and can't do anything I genuinely don't know why I'm feeling bad, I have literally no reason (besides dysphoria) to feel sad. I just feel ungrateful because my life is not bad in the slightest way, and still I feel like shit and like there's something wrong with me I just can't point out what it is. And by what people tell me I feel like life is going to get worse. So if I'm already feeling bad I think I'm not going to make it to adulthood. Idk I just don't know what's wrong.

[fiberglasscotttoncandy]

Am I a man? What does it even mean to be a man? What do I want to look like? That guy? (As I look at some random cis man) Oh no..what if I go on T and look like that guy... What if I lose my hair? Did I pick too masc a name? Does my name even fit me? Do I look like a Max??

[cispision]

Anyone else wanna fucking die™ when a cis guy points out how short you are? Like is my masculinity that fragile? Yes, yes it is and now I'm gonna hide in my house for another 2 weeks and do push ups in the dark. 👌

[thattransguy1326]

Dysphoria thoughts #1

That moment of dread when you know you have to get dressed to go somewhere, but you have to be surrounded by people who you are either closeted to, or don’t respect you at all, and you have to wear a bra instead of a binder, so you just stay home instead, despite having been home for 2 weeks straight.

[solar-melodies]

as much as i love the idea that kids are more accepting of trans people and nonbinary genders…….sometimes it’s just. not true. they’re socialized so early.

when i told an 11-12 year old that i wanted top surgery because i feel uncomfortable and upset, she told me not to - because “they’re beautiful” and “don’t do it! for me! please!”

when i told a 8 year old that i was nonbinary, he said to me, “well, you look like a girl so i’m going to call you a girl.” i drew a character (who is nonbinary, but male-presenting) with longer hair, and he couldn’t even grasp that someone could have long hair and not be female.

it’s not these kids’ faults. they’ve been socialized to think like this. but it is a problem.

[cispision]

Why do work when I could just have a panic attack about my chest????

[foxiespounces]

The overwhelming transfeminine urge to be approached. To just. Not have to put up the work of doing the first step.

To just feel wanted, without needing to go out of our way to do it.

To get a nice, positive interaction with a stranger, without having to go completely out of our way for it.

To not feel dysphoria, for once, just to feel like people out there desire us.

our DMs are very empty today...

[sapphicnecromancer]

Omg im such a fatass fuck i spend all my money in food and the fell bad when i don't have money and feel bad when i can't lose weight. Fuck im currently sitting in a table at a fancy cafe and i cant pay for food and don't want to depend on anyone, i had to refuse my teachers offering to pay for me cause i now feel bad for eating too much earlier.