#eeergh

[toddlrboy]

˙𖦹 Forever boy : small in a big world.

tw : vent post.

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Feeling so small, but unable to.

( not supposed to. Alone. Feeling disgusted. Feeling unwanted. Feeling isolated. Am just a lost boy here, with nowhere to go. Am just a kid, but shouldn’t be. Am just a child, stuck in a mind I cannot cope. Turning my back. )

not small enough. Not like them..

( not afraid. Having things to soothe. Things to hold and touch and play. Having nice sheets and fun toys. Having cute pacifiers and patterned sippy cups. Having things. Dressing up in onesies and cute toddler clothes. Having diaps and baby plates. Maybe they have a carer to love them, maybe their sibby, maybe their friends they share their tiny time to/with. Maybe they are all better than I ever could hope to be. Maybe they deserve more than I. )

[princesiddie]

Connor and Hank getting in a car crash and Hank damn near losing Connor like he did Cole

OOOOOOOthe second. before their cars hit the second before contact when the headlights are burning hanks eyes too bright and too hot for comfort he is back in that car and hes trying to divide his gaze between looking and anticipating at how bad its all gonna be and looking at cole in the rearview mirror and trying to reassure him as much as he can with only a millisecond long glance that its gonna be ok and then the millisecond after that he remembers that its not cole its connor and it wasnt all ok and the impact it sickens him in more ways than one and it sickens him how familiar it feels to saw through his seatbelt again and it sickens him to see his blood and feel it and smell it all over again and it sickens him to drag connor out of the car and lay him on the roadside but it also sickens him how different it is this time that its only his blood thats red and the way it and connors thirium seems to turn a sort of purple when it runs together that connor doesnt cry out or scream when one of his legs comes away pinned beneath the wreckage that theres no torn meat or hot flesh to look at with trembling eyes but instead flickering lights and wet wires it sickens him that his first thought is “he has more time it wont be like cole he can be repaired he can be saved he can be brought back” the only good thing is connors eyes are glitching too bad to see him vomit on the side of the road

[novemberocean]

I BURNED MY STUPID PALE STUPID LEGS STUPID SUNLIGHT OW

[driftinglightofthewoods]

i need to call the doctor but I dont want to.

[cobblepottery]

i’m so mad that the Snow White and the Huntsman movie prequel (which doesn’t even have Snow White in it jesus christ) is being so heavily advertised on tumblr because that fucking evil queen has my name

i joke that if i ever meet someone with my name in real life i’ll have to kill them but no joke it legitimately makes me really uncomfortable to think of my name belonging to people who aren’t me

[paradoxpaint]

:^)

[moonkeep]

moragbong said: ngl when ink is like “when… when i come back” i cried and i took 1.5x dose of my antidepressant bc i can’t fucking handle sadness. you are the officially the strongest person i knwo

ill never buy the dlc n play it so technically it does not happen and also everybody is happy and we live in the woods with powerful nugs

[asexualarkhamknight]

i don’t want to work for the rest of my life until i die