egoicidal attraction
[pt: egoicidal attraction /end pt]
An attraction characterized by a desire for self-annihilation and surrender to the will of the other. The"nullett" seeks to dissolve their identity and merge with the choice of attraction, experiencing a sense of liberation through submission and sacrifice.
without symbol
[pt: without symbol /end pt]
was called both kiki and bouba by a friend
name and definition by anon, flags by me :3
[flag 1 id: a rectangular pride flag with 6 horizontal stripes. the first is the widest, the 6th is wide, the 2nd and 4th are thin, and the 3rd and 5th stripes are thinnest. the first stripe is dark red with drips coming down, with a crimson border. the 2nd-6th stripes are a light to forest green pattern. in the center is a dark and light green explosion with drips coming down, and has the same crimson border as the first stripe. /end id]
[flag 2 id: same as previous flag without the drips coming off the first stripe /end id]
[divider id: a gif divider on a transparent background of bright red blood drips. /end id]
[flag 3 id: same as the previous flag without the symbol /end id]
[flag 4 id: same as first flag without the symbol. /end id]
[banner id: a black banner with a white outline and white outlined text with a drawing to the left on a transparent background. the text reads "READ MY IWC" in big text and underneath it reads "anyone can use my terms but I will block you" in smaller text. to the left is a drawing of Higan drawn by John/TOOBOE squatting with her knees together. /end id]



