gave yourself a caffeine headache
to hide the taste of sleep | OPEN STARTER
The night was cold, like a shock to his system, waking him up like a cold shower. Sleep had been impossible for the last week or so. It felt like every time Flynn blinked, the world shifted into something else. The explosion in Honey’s lab, Dimi’s return, Mary’s secret, Rocket with a gun on the coffee table. The news he had ignored for years suddenly crawling into the hollow of his bones.
Judgement Day. Flynn didn’t like the sound of it. Too many sins, too many failed attemps at redemption. Maybe it was just scare tactics. Maybe it didn’t matter anyway, if you were already sure which end of the scale you would tip. Saints shouldn’t be afraid, but neither should sinners. It’s everyone in-between, those that maybe still have a shot at turning the tide.
The waves had swallowed Flynn whole for years now. So maybe it wasn’t worth worrying about. Go big or go home. If you’re going to hell, at least make damn sure you get into the vip section.
Another gust of cold wind shook Flynn from his thoughts, remembering where he was. He was sitting on an empty swing in an abandoned playground, idly pushing his heels in the sand to swing back and forth. One hand was wrapped around the chains of the swing, the other holding a pen, a notebook filled with scribbles on his lap. He was trying to distract himself from these unnecessarily gloomy thoughts by continuing to write the book he’d been trying to get done for years now.
He heard the footsteps approach, but kept his eyes on his notebook.
“There’s another swing empty, if you want to join the Insomnia Club.”