Hey all, so I have read many real stories about people throwing up, or being in a compromising situation and throwing up, or watching their loved ones experience it.
So I thought I'd share my experience from a little bit ago. But you need to know, I have Anorexia with binging and purging. I have gone 3 weeks without purging and today I wasn't trying to purge or anything, but I hadn't eaten in 2 days, so I ate a package of crackers but was still shaky. So I ate peaches and chia seeds in a strawberry juice fruit cup, and started to feel like I was going to puke. But I didn't want to throw up, so I tried to ignore it. But it was getting worse.
To the bathroom I went, turning my music on so my kid and roommate wouldn't hear me and try to come in. I did gag myself a lot with my toothbrush intentionally, but when I threw up, I was freezing, trembling hard, and honestly felt sicker than anything. When purging, I sweat so much my entire body is dripping sweat.
TMI warning:
When I purge I generally do it on an empty stomach, so I am not wasting food, but every once in a while when there was food in my stomach, it didn't have that nasty puke flavor. Today, it did. It was awful.
TMI warning over:
Now I'm shaky, dizzy, and want to pass out or puke again... And I have to go grocery shopping in less than 2 hours.
