@emilesmuseassembly asked: 🃏 ! / for Casey
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the moon | vivid dreams and fears | in many ways the moon card encompasses the idea of the wild unknown. it is the shadow realm, the place where dreams, fears, and mysteries are born. much darkness can linger here, and if you aren't careful, this can lead to periods of anxiety and self-doubt... almost as though you've lost your way in a house of mirrors. many great artists have roamed this inner landscape. it's where imagination and creativity drift freely upon the midnight air.
The tide shifted, the wrong person caught in a rip current. Alex Casey isn’t meant to be here, at the bottom of the ocean, his own little whale fall of misery. It’s supposed to be Saga, who can see through the darkness and get to where Alice needs her. Saga, who hasn’t needed direct intervention save a nudge from the payphone.
Alice tries not to get involved directly if she can help it — her actions have a way of kicking things up like silt on the seafloor, and the last thing she needs is to draw attention to herself. But she doesn’t revel in watching the other agent flounder, and if this is already a failed loop — it must be, because without the players in their proper positions it becomes a dead end — then she doesn’t think she can do any further harm. Resetting it will be a different matter, but Alan usually manages to find his way back to the beginning. And if he doesn't...
That isn't a concern for the present moment. Right now Alice is focused on following rippling shadows to their epicenter where she suspects Casey is likely to be holed up. She has no idea what the Dark Place looks like for him, if he's seeing what Alan projects or is cocooned in some private hell like Saga has been upon her violent arrival. So far the streets look the same -- as much as the ever-shifting landscape can ever really look the same. This gritty, grimy, noir-tinted version of New York is familiar to her by now, almost eclipsing her memories of what the real city is like. But she holds fast to those, not wanting the idea of home to be washed away completely.
"Det-- Agent Casey?" she corrects herself quickly, not wanting to summon of the specter of the man's fictional counterpart. If they're both lucky, he'll be able to hear her and respond. If he can't, if he's sunk deeper already, then reaching him will be harder. Not impossible, just more of a challenge.
Alice hopes that just this once, something in this place will be simple.