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[aliasalias]

quick sketchbook vent comic from this weekend

[maceofpentacles]

when the bpd, autism, and adhd all join hands to make it feel like no one likes me at all and that everyone will drop me like a sack of dirt as soon as they realize how helpless and all around boring i am 🫶🫶

[formulation-nation]

max verstappen is so angel with a shotgun coded

[rabbit-heart4]

in bulletproof heart I always thought (like, for three years) the line was "the paper city" not "the papers say", and I figured it was like a comment on the flimsy nature of battery city, and further, capitalism. but um i was wrong i guess. I think my line was cooler.

[phebess]

i dont know if i ever told you this but youre my favourite carlando author. i reread the brazil fic every time i need a laugh its truly a complete masterpiece

🥹🤍

Given how many fantastic carlando authors there are, this is such an incredible compliment - thank you 🤍🤍🤍

That was my very first long fic and it's still one of my favorites as well - I'm so happy you come back to it!

[thebellekeys]

mate kit herondale is so damn angsty and in a way, it's more concerning than it was with other herondales? because not only does he have classic herondale angst but he's living this idyllic life in the english countryside with the best parents ever and a baby sister and a girlfriend and peace and stuff but below the surface it's bad for him he's hurting and it's in direct contrast to his environment and there's nothing he can do about it and it's so jarring

[eddie-rifff]

depression suicide mention tw

idk im fine but like. im venting

gamers ill be honest. im having a hard time

i feel like all the meds im on are working overtime to keep me from becoming suicidal again but im like. really close to that

i feel so hopeless. i feel like ive been stabbed in the heart and im slowly bleeding out but the relief of death never comes. im tired. im tired of trying to keep it together

idk what im gonna do if i cant get a job like soon. getting turned down or ignored CONSTANTLY is very disheartening. it makes me feel so inadequate and less than and i already struggle with that so when im basically flat out told "you're not good enough for us" that reeeeeally hurts. getting fired for being not bubbly and personable enough hurt. my dad was like well youre not bubbly and personable thats just not you and i was like ok but i thought i was faking it all right and i guess not.

idk man. this is hard. i dont know how much more fight i have in me. ive been looking for a full time job for over a year. ive applied to literally hundreds of jobs, had about 5-10 interviews, but no full time job seems to want me and i worry thats always going to be the case. im too afraid to ask why, too. i cant bring myself to do it. i know i should but im so sensitive, id be heartbroken if they said...... like anything lol

it just seems so futile

[humanwheatleyslefttoenail]

i think one of the biggest things chell struggles with is probably her own guilt. she never gives up, she's tenacious and she'll do anything to survive and it's that anything that bothers her. was glados right, she asks herself. did chell murder her? was it justified? was it the same as taking a life? self defense, she reassures herself. it's not entirely convincing. and then there are the personality cores - she doesn't like to think about how childish the curiosity core was. she doesn't like to think about how eerily silent morality is. she doesn't like to think about dooming wheatley, rick, space and maybe even craig to an eternity in exile. she thinks, maybe if she'd tried harder, she could've held on to wheatley's handles a little tighter. none of these things are her fault - but she can't stop wondering if they are. she can't give up on anything, nor can she give up on her guilt. maybe it's what you deserve, she thinks. you monster.