Since we’re sadly maybe on the edge of a huge ass war, or at least something that will effect europe, I’ll write a very, very honest post and I’m not holding back.
my dream is to open my own shop. Stickers, prints, keychains and shirt designs! This is my big dream
I’m happy with my art, I wish I had more time to make all of my ideas happen! I have a huge to do list!
I’m in a country that’s lead by absolute homophobes, but I’ll keep drawing men in love, even if they execute me for it. Because we need love (and history knowledge) and nothing changes that. If you read my stories or follow me for long, you know that love and acceptance is my main message!
I’m forever thankful for everyone, who’s ever supported me financially. Wether it’s a commission, a tip, or a subscription. Thank you! You ALWAYS helped, no matter how much you sent to me 💙💙💙
I’m also thankful for people who sent me kind words, and follow me for long time!
I love drawing and writing! And taking photos and going to urbex trips if my stomach allows me. I love nature , I love old vehicles and factories 🥰 And I love researching history. And if I ever had the rights for HN, I’d make the best, coolest story that everyone from the old fandom loved and wanted. You’d be eating good 😌
I really like editing videos too, I hope one day a lot of people will watch them and educate themselves. I try to make informative content that people feel useful!
I’m in a horrible financial situation and overqualified to most jobs here(I have everything, from a degree to language exam and many years of experience, and sadly - hahaha - free will which employers hate here!!) , where hundreds of thousands of similar people are losing their current job / looking for it endlessly, losing hope. My country is fucking dogshit and despite I’m not picky, they just know I’m different. I’m TRYING and SEARCHING hard. (basically, you can get a job here only, if ur friends with xy…)
horrible financial situation means that we barely have money for food and medicines and bills. ((Not that I can’t buy the Switch 2 right away, or I can’t pay the millionth subscription. )) I bought one cheap webcam in months and that was the biggest investment for long time, outside of food and bills.
I’m chronically ill. I only talked about this on one other site. But that’s the current case.
I’m depressed and past scidal attempts. I’ll keep trying until I succeed and that’s a fact, because even if there wasn’t the danger or a war, I’d have no future, sadly. You can see my dreams, but this depressive state and no future pulls me down and I’m sadly realistic.
my family situation is quite difficult and I can definitely relate to the HN betas storyline’s main message. That’s all I’ll say.
I know history and I’m exactly aware of, who’s a nazi and who’s a dictature supporter, even if they try to play the victim.
I’ll always be sick of people, who are mentally abusive - try to manipulate others - two-faced - make up shit to get others hated. Touch fucking grass.
if you’re a hater , and strangers a half planet away shipping two men is your biggest problem, then go the fuck outside and get real problems.
if you’re still stalking my page (especially my adults only pages while ur a pretended puritan🤢) as a hater, then go and fk yourself, in general. Hardly, in the ass, maybe that will grow you a brain. I’m fucking done with EVERY single person who has ever mentally absed me in any way. BECAUSE OF FICTIONAL THINGS. And I’m sick to the guts of people who harassed my friends away. Get fked. I’ll keep doing what I do, even if you drop yourself on the fucking ground and cry a river, or make up a thousand more lies and go to fucking Washington and report me to the fucking orange man himself. Go and find real problems.
