i just.......... i just realized weve commited...... idk even fucking know what do you call it when kill your queen/high priestess/demigodess dude were like terrible endermen weve literally killed the ender dragon before lowkey having an existential crisis about that
(for context of non endermen or those whose worlds worked differently shes somewhere between the three stated titles to us endermen granted we were raised in the nether so she was sorta not quite as important a figure in our lives but still she was practically worshipped and definitely looked up to by most endermen especially endermen raised in the end)
like it was never something we sought or enjoyed doing or anything but just fuck knowing we did that like idk it just makes it all worse and ramps up our guilt x10 its like really hard to process and reconcile
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