#entry 112

[diary-of-a-people-pleaser]

Entry 112, 6-20-21

Thank god I can’t love anybody romantically

If I could then I’d get taken advantage of by someone

Knowing my weird luck I’d manage to find someone who would use me because I’m a doormat who submits to anyone who shows any sort of force

I have a weird sort of devotion to literally anyone who listens and shows me respect like a dog

So that's a bonus of being aromantic, I guess.

[oliveontheroad]

September 13th, 2014

Your day was (only choose one) low battery. well done. high noon.

Explain why: It seems like I work very hard so I don't have to work very hard. Does that work?

Always IN? For the most part.

Obviously OUT? Hells no.

"Whatever" means giving up. (No, it means many things.)

Unwanted thoughts are teasing you. Yes No

This makes you rejoice: that wanderlust feeling

What makes you stumble? anything in my way

This makes you wild: good tunes

You comprehend the value of your efforts. Yes No

Courtesy of my Red Keel’s Simple Diary Vol. 2

[queen--catherine]

Nightlog Entry#112: Halloween and junk.

Uh, nothing exciting happened today. I was stuck on door duty, like always.

Uh... G'night.

[imperfectfemmefatale]

Entry 112: 9- 1- 13:

I'm really excited for Chicago on Monday..... and also very frightened. This is a new experience for me, and also for Ruth. Tyler and Isabel know Chicago well enough, but this is very terrifying. Chicago is going to be so amazing though.... big cities are beautiful to me. 

And Ruth and Tyler together in Chicago will be like when they scream across the store in Hot Topic, but 50X worse. :)

Also excited, because Tyler is probably spending the night tomorrow with us three girls. This will definitely be a new experience and probably hilarious. I'm glad that him being a boy and us being girls isn't holding back our friendship in anyway. I'm just..... in a good mood right now. 

I'm in a better mood than I've been in for the past two weeks.

[imperfectfemmefatale]

Entry 112: 8- 26- 13:

My time at Northrop has definitely improved. At first, I could barely stand anyone and was getting treated like a piece of shit, but now people seem to like me. I still hang out with my old friends, but I've also kinda sorta met some new ones. I'm still not really talking though...... the most I spoke today was saying hello to my friend Alexis and talking about Doctor Who with Hank.

Hopefully I can learn to open up more. 

[thecourierofthemojave]

Entry 112

Note to self: DONT GO NEAR THE NCR IN THIS ARMOR. As soon as I passed the NCR troopers I had helped out the other day, they fucking opened fire on me! Good thing this armor deflected most of the rounds, but still! Jerks. Oh well. Looks like I'm back to wearing my civilian armor again until I'm adventuring. What a waste not wearing clearly superior armor.

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