my life and thoughts lately
I recently got promoted to Administrative Assistant III (Computer Operator II). This was the position Ms. Cathy vacated when she retired last January.
I am happy for many reasons. For one, this means a raise even though I will now be paying tax due to my annual salary. Second, I can somehow save up a little by increasing my contributions while I still want to experience more in my life. And lastly, I feel like I am growing again even though it felt so slow since this took almost four years.
To be honest, I was anticipating a call from an agency I applied for last year since they came in contact again last January. But I haven't heard from them since and I chose to think that this promotion was God's sign that this is my path. Siguro, hindi pa ako handa para sa posisyon na iyon, at siguro ito ang mas makakabuti sa akin ngayon.
Madalas kasi gusto ko ng mabilisan. I want things to happen immediately. I want results and I want them now. It comes from all these anxiety that I am growing older and still feel like I haven't grown up to the measurement I have in my head and of course, there are times that I compare myself and my life with other people's.
Doon ako mali at iyon ang dapat kong iwasan. Kaillangan kong laging tandaan na may plano at tamang oras para sa akin si Lord.
Next - gusto ko mag-aral ulit. Hindi ko alam kung masters ba o ibang kurso. Pero gusto ko iangat at palawakin ang kaalaman ko tungkol sa trabaho ko. Kaya sana next year, kung papalarin at kung ibibigay ni Lord ay sana makapag-aral akong muli.











