I had this written a while back after Trial 1, but rewrote it after Trial 2. What if Equius' insecure thoughts about his strength and self-thoughts of being a monster and those brief suicidal thoughts he had erupt into psychosis and a drive to take lives? I don't have vocals for this yet, so for now, just imagine the lyrics going along with it, and stick around to the end. Yeah, it's that song. You know, the one everyone knows from Frozen.
The moon glows bright on the island tonight
Not a body to be seen
Put myself in isolation,
Cause it looks like I’m scary and mean.
The wind is howling like this lonely wolf inside
Couldn’t keep it in, been two times I've tried
Don’t let them in, don’t let them see
Be the monster you were cursed to be
Conceal, don’t feel, don’t let them know
Well, now they know
Let it go, let it go
Can’t restrict myself anymore
Let it go, let it go
Bellow out a raging roar
I don’t care
What they’re going to say
Let the beast rage on,
My strength never bothered me anyway
It’s funny how some pointed shades
Are such a fucking deal
Try to do a deed of kindness
Turned to a means to kill
Just fuck them all, my few friends too
Fuck this island, and the ocean blue
Aleesa, Ash, Nepeta see
They don't need me!
Let it go, let it go
I am the one who deserves to die
Let it go, let it go
I'll only make you cry
I am STRONG
And that's not okay
Put this damn horse down
My power burns through my fists and to my feet
My soul is blazing in this iron body that can't be beat
And an idea tremors the earth like a giant slam
I’m ready to attack,
The past is to be damned
Let it go, let it go
And I'll rise like the break of dawn
Let it go, let it go
The perfect moirail's gone
Here I stand
In the moonlit night
Let this horse rage on,
Something big's gonna happen tonight