#euphoria kat

[euphoriashots]

Euphoria - Kat Hernandez

[anne-is-drowning]

Do you feel loved by me?

Maddy x Reader fanfiction

It was 3 am. You woke up to the vibrations your phone gave off upon receiving a notification.

It was Maddy. She was outside your house and needed to talk. Urgently.

You rubbed your eyes with exhaustion and concern. Maddy had been babysitting tonight. Had something gone wrong?

You and Maddy had been seeing each other since she broke up with Nate. You became best friends when you started highschool and since the breakup you begun spending more and more time together.

It started with a kiss. A sweet innocent one. Your first one too. You were embarrassed, scared you were bad at it. When you told her, Maddy just laughed and told you you two would just have to practice more together. Whispered I loved yous and spontaneous kisses quickly morphed into sleepovers where you would cuddle and talk for hours with long make out sessions in between.

You weren't officially together, not yet anyway. Maddy wanted to tell her parents before it became public. She feared that if they found out that she was dating a girl through other people their reaction would be even worse.

You had told Cassie, Kat and Lexi though. That day Cassie told you that she couldn't imagine a better person to make Maddy happy. That memory still warmed your heart.

You dressed your winter coat in a hurry and walked down the stairs, opening the front door quietly. Thank god your parents slept like rocks.

Standing in your front lawn was Maddy. She was hugging herself and you could see the dried tears on her face.

You stared with worry.

"Nate came by today. To the fancy house I babysit at. I didn't tell you. I lied. Big fucking surprise, I lied as usual."

"Maddy."

And out of nowhere she uttered the words.

"Do you feel loved by me?"

"What?"

"Do you know that I love you, can you feel it? Do you feel loved by me?"

"Maddy. So much. You don't even know how much."

She started sobbing then. An honest cry that she rarely shared with anyone. Maddy rubbed her eyes and looked up at you.

"Can I sleep with you tonight?"

She looked so small, so vulnerable. You held her face in your hand and wiped her tears. You planted a soft kiss on her lips and held her hand pulling her towards your front door.

"Always."

[bumblesimagines]

The Two of Us

Request: Yes or No

Pronouns: He/Him/His

This could’ve easily been an imagine buttttt

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Jealousy wasn’t new to Kat. Just like anyone else, she got jealous things people had; clothes, jewelry, hair type, boys. She even got jealous of her friends every once in a while. Maddy and Cassie had the perfect looks and charm that had every guy they met drooling over them. Maddy was feisty and played hard to get while Cassie gave them naivety and did whatever they asked. Kat was... well, she was Kat. The friend of the two most beautiful and popular girls in school. 

But there was one thing in particular that made her jealous of Cassie. The attention you gave her. The blonde had you wrapped around her finger and Kat hated it. God, she hated it so much. She wanted to be the one you texted every morning and night. The one you greeted with a kiss in the hallways, even after fights. Kat would never hate a friend over a guy, but the way you stared at Cassie made Kat want to rip her pretty blonde locks right out of her scalp. 

However, you were still her best friend, and as long as she had you, she was happy. Or it was what she told herself anyway.

“I can’t believe you wrote this.” Your laughed cut through her thoughts, leaving her bewildered until she turned her head and spotted her laptop resting on your lap. 

With a gasp, she rushed forward and ripped it from your hands, cradling the laptop against her chest with flushed cheeks. “You said you wouldn’t snoop!”

“You made it sound so tempting!” You laughed again and reached forward, attempting to pry the laptop from her hands. “It’s good, Kat! You’re good at writing. Even if it’s One Direction fanfiction.”

“Hey!”

“Not judging!” You raised your hands, the smile on your face making it hard for her to be annoyed with you. Kat could only sigh in defeat, setting the laptop down on the bed and flopping over, letting her head sink into the pillow. She turned her head to look at you, watching as you took out your phone and smiled at the deceive. 

Her stomach twisted and her heart grew heavy. She could tell who you were texting just from the dumb lovestruck smile on your face and her eyes sting. Taking in a deep breath, she blinked away the tears and reached over, tugging at the back of your shirt. 

You took the hint and lied back, setting your phone aside and shifting so you were laying on your stomach, head turned to look at her. Your arms slid under the pillows and for a moment, Kat wished it was her in its place. 

“Can I tell you something?”

“Yeah.” Kat nodded, her heart picking up at the possibilities. A love confession? Were you planning on breaking up with Cassie? Was the moment she’d been dreaming off for years about to happen?

“You promise not to tell anyone?” 

“Of course.” Her fingers gripped onto the sheets, lips twitching into a smile. 

“I think my friend has a crush on you.”

Oh.

Kat pressed her lips together and forced out a hum, looking up at the ceiling of her bedroom. Of course, it wasn’t what she imagined. You were too sweet and loyal to hurt Cassie.

“Don’t look so disappointed! Ethan’s a really good guy, and you guys have a lot in common. For example, I tolerate the both of you.” 

“Oh, shut up.” Reaching over and taking the pillow out from underneath her, you buried your face into the pillow you held as she smacked you with hers. Kat pushed herself up and onto her knees, grabbing the pillow with both hands and raising it. Taking the opportunity, you rolled over and held your pillow up to use as a shield against Kats’ attacks. 

“I only said the truth!” You protested, pushing Kat back into a sitting position. She let out a soft squeal as you and her switched roles, giggles leaving her.

“Nice to see you two haven’t grown up.” Pausing your movements, you looked up at her mom and flashed a charming smile. 

“Hi, Mrs. Hernandez.”

“I ordered pizza for dinner. I’ll call you when it gets here.” She said, reaching forward for the doorknob. “And be careful. I don’t need one of you falling off the bed.” With that, her mom shut the door.

Heaving a sigh, you sat on the bed properly and smiled. “You should give him a chance, Kat. He’d be good for you.”

“I’m sure he’s great.” Kat responded honestly, tucking a strand of hair back and letting her finger run back and forth over a wrinkle in the sheets. “And I’d probably like him if I got to know him.”

“But?”

“But..” She began, lifting her gaze from the sheets and meeting your eyes. As much as she wanted to see if there was a chance you’d like her, she couldn’t risk losing your friendship.

“I don’t think I’m ready for a relationship. I mean.. Look how my last one ended.” 

“You mean Daniel? From 6th grade?”

“Okay, when you say it like that it sounds pathetic.” Kat laughed and licked her lips. “I don’t want to get heartbroken.”

Humming softly, you turned and leaned back, laying down and resting your head on the girls lap. Kat bit the inside of her cheek, feeling her face heat up. Giving a meek smile, she raised her hand and traced your facial features, watching your eyes close.

“You risk heartbreak in all relationships, Kat. Taking chances is a part of life and sometimes those chances come with heartbreak. You might miss out on something good if you don’t start taking risks.” If only you knew the turmoil that unleashed in the teenager. Here you were, encouraging her to take risks while she constantly battled with her feelings.

“If you and Cassie ever break up, promise me nothing will change between us.” Kat murmured softly. Her words made your brows furrow, eyes opening to study her face.

“Promise it’ll always be the two of us.”

“I promise.”

[bloodandwinesworld]

[duchhesss]

[lacroixqueen]

why kat isn't happy with ethan

I feel like Kat as a character is SO rarely talked about because everyone is either too busy focusing on the Maddy/Cassie/Nate situation or the Rue/Jules drama.

But TODAY I am going to be talking about our girl Kat and her character arc throughout Euphoria.

Kat, in her heart of hearts, was and is, a Tumblr girly. She spent the majority of her formative years reading and writing fanfiction. She lived in a world of smut, angst, and soulmates. Her entire view on love was shaped from the perspective of fanfiction.

I think this is why we see her self-sabotage her growing relationship with Ethan all throughout Season 1. She thinks a stable, loving, nurturing guy cannot possibly be real. Having a normal relationship was out of the realm of possibility for her because she was so used to reading and writing about dramatized fictional relationships.

Her entire view on what love looked like was shaped by living through fictional characters. I think this caused her to always romanticize the intense ups and downs of relationships, and sort of see that as the norm.

This is also combined with her need to be viewed as desirable by all the men in her life. She would spend a lot of time doing her "Kitten Queen" persona by talking to random dudes online, and also hooking up with older guys who already graduated from high school. I think this part of her character arc was supposed to represent her debilitating desire for male validation and attention.

I think all of these factors warped her perspective on things, and causes her to steer away from pursuing a stable, healthy relationship with Ethan.

So when she finally gets together with Ethan in Season 2, she feels this overwhelming emptiness. Like, damn this it? This is boring.

Because at the bottom of her heart, she still craves the intense romances, the rollercoaster highs and lows, and the passionate angst she reads and writes about in her fanfiction. She still wants the excitement and uncertainty of her one night stands, meaningless hookups, and online dates she had with all those men in Season 1.

I am curious about the direction they will take her character in Season 2, though.

What are yall's thoughts?

[amberly-fierro]

euphoria, s1 ep8

[hrtfelts]

angel

warnings: alcohol mentions, cursing, slight nsfw mention if you squint

summary: you really didn’t wanna go to this party but your friends forced you to. little did you know, this would be one of the best nights of your life

it was the night of the halloween party, and your friends made sure you came this time. you had always been a bit shy and parties just weren’t really your thing. still, here you were sitting on maddy’s bathroom counter as she did your makeup. your friends had to make sure that your look made jaws drop. “think of it as your big debut, girl” she giggled as she applied a pearly white glitter under your eyes. a quiet sigh fell out of your lips sighed, parties were definitely not your thing. the smell of weed, alcohol, and sweat was just something you couldn’t get used to. “damn girl you got that ethereal shit going on, you really could dicked down tonight” maddy said, as she was trying on her 3rd pair of heels. “thanks mads, i guess” you really weren’t planning on getting “dicked down” tonight. after another hour you guys were already to go, hopping in maddy’s car. you were already dreading going in there because you could quite literally hear the music down the block. getting out of the car, you fixed your outfit before walking in.

you weren’t gonna lie, the few heads that were turning and looking at you gave you a bit of a confidence boost. kat, maddy, and the others ran off somewhere leaving you with lexi. the both of you had red solo cups in your hands that contained punch instead of the usual vodka and orange juice mix. “so you’re supposed to be bob ross right?” you looked at lexi trying to start conversation. “yeah! i’m surprised you knew” she giggled after that. the things you said about parties were right, it was hot and people were rubbing their bodies up against one another. the smell of weed fanned throughout the whole house. after a while lexi went to go look for rue, giving you a little wave goodbye.

leaving you all alone. you wandered around for a while before seeing a familiar face. “hey fez, enjoying the party” you smiled and sat next to him. “hey- oh shit- y/n?” obviously he was surprised when he looked you up and down because you looked breathtaking especially in the light. “you look, uh, wow” he chuckled “you look good ma’ ” when he said that you smiled. you always kinda had a thing for fezco ever since rue introduced you two. there was just something about him that made you feel so good inside, the little nicknames he called you, the way he would smile at you too. he was something for sure. “you don’t look too bad yourself, fez” a small laugh falls from your lips as you lean back on the couch. fezco would be lying if he said you weren’t pretty. to him you were very pretty, personality and everything. meeting you was both a blessing and a curse. he fell for you kinda hard, that smile of yours just doing it all for him. “thanks, your costume is really nice though. makes you look even prettier” he was maybe trying to shoot his shot. your eyes widened and you began to smile “really?” he loved your smile, my god. “mhm” you never really thought he’d ever think of you as “pretty” in a million years. you looked away from him and to your hands. you guys made small talk and you wanted to kiss him, badly. “fez can I tell you something?” those words came out of your mouth before you could think and you really hoped he didn’t hear you. however, luck was not on your side obviously. “yeah go ahead ma’” that nickname made you weak in the knees. “i uh- i like, like you” those words caught him off guard “for real?? you aren’t fuckin’ with me?” you nodded and he chuckled, a smile being planted on his face “i like you too, you came in here lookin’ all pretty too“ he rubbed the back of his neck kinda embarrassed. “can I kiss you?” he looked at you, hoping you’d say yes. you smiled and turned your head to plant your lips on his, smiling into the kiss. after a few seconds you pulled back. “so are we like a uh thing now?” a hopeful look on your face. “yeah, you could say that” he chuckled. you guys talked for a while before he got up and kissed your cheek goodbye, having to go deal with some clients. you saw kat come over, her jaw dropped “holy shit i didn’t know you had a thing for fez, go girl get that dick!” you felt your face grow hot as you laughed. kat grabbed your arm and you two danced. she was for sure gonna tell maddy and the others about this.