Have you ever dreamed about something very bad? Most of the women confirm that was their special dream to have baby. Well, I wasn’t dreaming that hard due to circumstances and events I had to deal in my life. I had few night dreams about two girls walking on the beach. During these past 16 years I did look after so many childrens that I totally forgo to plan my own. Well... I shouldn’t plan ahead. This is all in God’s hands. Do not feel pressure if u r in long term #relationship and gave no kids, please do not blaim yourself if u can’t get pregnant, please do not give up through the adoption- take the step forward, take the opportunity to challenge yourself. No matter how hard it is u should never give up and after all be thankful for every #singlemoment fir #everysingleday #everysmile #hug and #fun I am a proud mum of two: in 2016 decided for adoption of my #niece who was taken from brutal live. I did fight for a lot, still fighting for the proper reason. I will win. In 2018 I gave a birth to my second girl and since that time my #power became even #stronger In meantime I have been diagnosed with 4 different #autoimmunediseases and this year brought me #anothernews #cervicalcancer U know what? I am still fighting, have no family around to help but #bunchoffriends #trueones who are not only willing to #help but also #reliably #honestly #support me and my family. Today is #33months since the younger one was born, since my diagnoses and #battle I have begun. It’s been also 33 months since the court last time passed the good news. In the whole period until now we received 5 refused answers under appeals court, no specific reasons. Am I a hero? I am not! I am a human being with power which is already very low. But I will win, #every #single #battle To myself, to my family, to my other half, to my kids, to my best mum and most #devoted #granny to my #besttwo #girlfriends (K&A), to my girls from #fitness and #uniqe #community #nevergiveup https://www.instagram.com/p/CBrKD_1s0Td/?igshid=qmhnncze4orn
