#everythings too much

[x-creature-feature-x]

I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IM DOING !!!!!!

[gaykey]

tw dec 18/general grief talk

this day isn't ever easy, but, this year it really feels particularly hard.

it feels like the universe has just, dumped stuff on me over the last five days.

my grandad passed away on monday and my niece contracted covid, and now my sister, who is double jabbed, but vulnerable, is feeling unwell too. i had a really horrible experience at work that's made me feel like shit, and put me in a terrible headspace, plus, i have to sort out this potential career opportunity at the same time, and try not to fuck it up by getting scared and backing away from it like i usually do.

and then, we have today, which sort of just crept up on me, and idk, it feels really tough, and kind of like i can't handle it all. i usually prepare myself a bit better for this time of the year.

uggghh, it's just a lot, and i'm so tired, but have no time to switch my brain off for more than a few hours, without the crippling anxiety, and this horrible weight on my chest, taking over.

this post has no purpose other than to vent a bit, and to say, hang in there everyone. look after yourselves as best as you can. there's no time limit on grief, and how you grieve/deal with grief is completely valid, as long as you're considerate of others feelings ♡

[reid-and-writing]

it’s time for our favorite game!!! is this a panic attack, a breakdown or a heart attack????? 

[batbxtxh]

I’m so confused w whats going on rn my anxiety attacks r usually hyperventilating n all that jazz but this is super different idk what the actual FUCK is going on lmaoooo

[misspickman]

Im too overwhelmed for life

[roses-and-elixir]

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[dinopant]

once again

i am giving up lol

[confetti-critter]

Fine I'll take a lavender bubble bath and do guided meditation hashtag thriving hashtag self improvement hashtag normal h