Kageyama tobio and l/n y/n were dating since the first year of high but things started getting not too good in the 2nd year.
Kageyama would focus more on volleyball more than y/n, and it was fine by her since she knew how much he liked volleyball.
But then again everyone had a limit. Her limit broke when he forgot their dates not 1 time not 5 time BUT 7 times in a row.
It made her feel as if she didn't matter to him anymore, it made her feel as if she's the only one who is even trying in their relationship.
And so in the end she was tired of crying on the floor of her bedroom because of him and told him they should break up.
"Tobio.." She called out to the male who was walking beside her. He looked at her confused as to why she has such a serious expression.
"Yea?"
"I think" she bites her lips trying not to cry. "I think... we should... break up." She finally said the thing she wanted to say.
She looked up at kageyama who had an unreadable expression. "Why...?" He asked so quiet it was barely noticeable, but she still heard him clear.
She looked down at her feet. "It's because" her voice broke, but she still continued "I don't think we can work it out anymore.."
At that point the warm tears slowly starting to fall from her eyes. She looked up again while Also wiping her tears.
She saw the boy who she loved so much looked away from her it pained her more.
"I-" kageyama opened his mouth but closed it again. "If... that's what you want" y/n eyes widened but before she could say something he already beat her "I have to go.." Kageyama exclaimed and walked away with his bike.
While y/n stood there heart broken. She wanted him to stop her, tell her he doesn't want to break up... but well life doesn't always go your way.
That day she ran to her room and cried all her tears out. The next day she skips school and when she finally went to school everything was normal.
It as if both of them never meet. Yes, it made her cry and shit. thought out the whole high school they both pretend they didn't exist.
She saw him on TV, becoming a pro volleyball player while he saw her becoming the CEO of a big fashion company.
It was going all good until her friends text her saying there will be a get-together party in their high school. Of course she didn't want to go there.
All the sore memories were there but in the end she got no choice since her friends dragged her there.
In the party she was hoping her best that HE wouldn't be there or at least she wouldn't meet him...
But well her luck wasn't on her side... she was 20 minutes in and she meets the one she didn't wash to.
Kageyama tobio aka her ex-boyfriend. Her eyes meet the dark blue one and it seems like the time has stopped, but then she broke the eye contact by looking away.
Her face had remained straight but her heart was feeling all the pain it did 8 years ago.
'I want to go home' She sighs as she looks for her best friend, but she was nowhere found.
She went towards the exit, and dialed her best friend number, but as she was dialing someone grabbed her hand. She looked up in surprise and saw none other than kageyama tobio.
Now that she was taking a closer look at his face she noticed he changed a lot, the way he used to part his hair or the way he smelled... Hell he was now even more taller then her.
It made it seem as if she was the only one who was still stuck in the past. She hated this feeling this was getting in her heart, she hated the way he is looking at her right now.
Those dark blue ocean eyes looking at her e/c eyes as if they were still in love. As if he didn't pretend like she didn't exist when they broke up.
"Let go of me" she ordered glaring at him, he let go of her hand as his eyes soften "how have you been?" He asked, his voice was soft but nervous just like how it was when he had asked her out 9 years ago.
Her lips formed into a line as she replied with "was doing great before you decided to show your face" and then cross her arm. Kageyama Sigh'ed at her replied feeling all the same pain he did 8 years ago.
"Look i-" he pauses and looked at into her eyes, which took her by surprise. "I really didn't know how to reply back then" he spoke. Y/n bit her inside cheeks as she felt like she's going to cry if not.
"I really regret that. I was never good with words, so when you said that you wanted to break up.." He pauses taking a deep breath and was about to talk about but y/n beat him "I didn't know what to say so I left you there all alone then also pretend to not know you though out the whole high school" she mocked him while doing that v figure thingy.
"Well, good for you" She let out a bitter laugh as she continued "I guess, you're getting everything you want." She put her hair behind her ear as she tried her best not to let her emotions get to her.
"You brought a new car and your career's really taking off" her voice was strained and even though she said it with a smirk, it hurt remembering all the good times they had together.
But then again she also remembered how he acted after they broke up "its like we never ever happened" the male fist turned white as he also remembered all the things he did wrong. He regretted that he didn't buy her flowers or spend time with her.
"Baby, What the Fuck. Is. Up. With. That. " She Snapped as the warm tears finally started falling out of her eyes. Tobio eyes widened at the sight of the girl crying, a worried expression took over his face as he reached out his hand to wipe away her tears but y/n slapped his hand away.
"Well SCREW THAT AND SCREW YOU" she seethed and stepped backwards. Tobio eyebrows knotted as he bites his lips so he too wouldn't cry. "It hurt me too okay?!" He wanted to yell, but it came out as a whisper.
"All the photos in my room were ripped in half" his voice was so quiet it was barely above a whisper but anybody could tell just how much pain it holds.
His shoulder dopes as he looked at her beautiful eyes which still hold tears "but it all comes back, burning in my mind that I should have treated you better." The girl looks down at her feet since she didn't want him to see her crying face even though he already has seen it.
The whole entrance was silence since everyone was already inside which made y/n sob quite louder than her liking. And as for kageyama he was too busy to even notice his surrounding all he cared was to have her back in his life.
The h/c haired girl wipes her tears then look up with a smile at the guy she still loved from the bottom of her heart "you realized that after 8 years?" Kageyama was about to say something but y/n shh him with her finger.
"That's a little too late.. isn't it?" she mumbled and went closer to him to cup both of his cheeks. But as she did, she noticed the smell of alcohol that was coming from him. "Huh?" Then suddenly it finally clicked 'He's drunk!'
She sign'ed to herself and wiped her crying face. She backed away while he was giving her a pout face. "I will call hinata and he will come get you, okay?" She said then take her phone to call the ball of sunshine. After that she looked at him, his red face was now a bit more noticeable than before.
Y/n looked at the time on her phone and it was passed 10:30 pm.. she had to go home before 11 or it might be dangerous... quickly she texted her best friend that she's going home. Then look up at her ex boyfriend who was still looking at her as if she is the only thing he could see.
She bites her lips before saying "I have to head home now, so wait for hinata here." She points at where he was standing "okay?" She asked him which he replied with "no! I want to talk to you more.." he whispered the last part but she heard him.
She again Sighed "we can talk again, okay?" She exclaimed and it that the male's face lit up. He then started searching for something then finally put out his phone and gave it to her, "H-here" he shuttered his eyes getting a bit sleepy.
She tiled her head sideways confused but still took the phone. After a few seconds later she finally got it "you want my number?" She asked and then he nodded like a cute little puppy.
Y/n thought to herself 'Should I?..' She was really questioning herself if she should or not because 1st she doesn't know if that would be a good thing or not, 2nd this was supposed to be an angst only not angst to fluff..
But then again the puppy looks he was giving her was doing no good to her heart. 'He would never make that face if he was sober..' She sweatdrop as she had never seen him make that face before. 'He's cute..'
"FINE" the h/c haired girl gave in. But then she saw it was locked, well she doesn't know the password to it or that's what she thought. And now she should have given his phone to him and instead for some unknown reason she decided to put his old password which was her birthday, because why not?.
'It unlocked!' Her cheeks were now more than kageyama's drunk face. To be honest it kinda made her happy that he still has her birthday as his password. After she cool off she quickly put her number in and hand him the phone.
"Ah! L/n chan!" A familiar voice called out, both Kageyama and y/n turned thier heads towards the running tangerine, "hi.." The female awkwardly wave at her high school friend. "Hi! It's been so long!" Hinata gave her a big smile and turned his head towards Kageyama.
"Bakayama! I was looking for you, you know!" He yelled at the drunk raven haired male. "Uh I think he's already out.." y/n mumbled. After some talk she had to leave since it was getting late.
While driving she couldn't help but wonder if it was a good thing to give her ex boyfriend her number.. "oh well.. it's what is it."
But in the end a smile appeared her face as she thought about how cute he looked when drunk also the fact he was giving her a pout. "Ahh!" She screamed as a red hued covered her face.
Next morning the raven-haired male woke up to a pretty bad hang-over. he groaned as he walked towards the bathroom, trying to remember what happened in the party but it wasn't doing any help since it was all blurred.
He looked at all the notifications on his phone and answered some text messages but then noticed a particular number that was online. "L/n y/n" he read out loud.
His eye went wide as he remembered some memories of last night "right! I saw her in the party!" He tried remembering more but unfortunately he didn't remember a thing.
He read her name again and again while thinking if he should maybe call her? But wait what if he did something embarrassing in front of her in the party? No no no!
Then the phone started ringing making the poor guy have a heart attack and reading the caller ID didn't help at all.. it might- no definitely made it much worse.
"H-hi" he awkwardly said while also awkwardly walking around the house "Hi tobi- I mean kageyama" the girl on the other side of the call correct herself making the boy frown. He so wasn't used to her calling him by his last name..
"You.. can call me tobio.. like you used to" he mumbled the last part but she heard him "sure, tobio" the way his name roll out of the girl's mouth made kageyama's face as red as tomato. He felt the same butterflys as he did 8 years ago.
"Um tobio, you there?" He snapped back to reality "y-yeah!" He replied back while mentally cursing at himself for shuttering.
"So did you got home safe?" She asked and he answered, And so on. Maybe it's a new beginning for them? Who knows?
"I can't believe you dont remember [random person/event/place]"
Like I'm sorry I have a dissociative disorder and therefore don't remember things...
I'm so angry at the moment about it because this fucking person (My ex. Who is very drunk) is loudly telling me about shit constantly and then loudly getting annoyed that I don't remember. Telling me the same things repeatedly then telling me not only am I wrong and mistaken about what they've said but that I'm lying (I hate lying)
They bring up the fact 'i know they're joking' even though I never have and it was a source of plenty of arguments when we were together and even now.
Then when I sound annoyed about all this they're like
"oh lol calm down jeez"
I'm so fucking angry, I go and pick their drunk ass up. I let them stay in my (well my mother's) house. And they act like this, with my boyfriend there too, it's so fucking clearly them trying to act like they know me better than my current boyfriend, including telling me to take off my binder ('because they know I'm wearing it') and then saying I have a 'persona' which is a lie, and that I'm sometimes full of shit.
This then got onto being incredulous that I can't remember things that happened 4? Years ago. I have DID for fuck sake
I should have left them to sleep on the station floor. The level of loud fucking rudeness is unbelievable... When bf agrees with me they get even saltier. It's so fucking annoying.
I did them a fucking favor and they leave me so angry I'm shaking and crying locked in the bathroom. I fucking hate them for being like this.
