#exbestie

[forgotenwhispers]

Dear Ex Best Friend

I’m sorry if you think our friendship can be repaired sometime after we can actually get a break from each other. Maybe it can but I don’t want to, I want to move on from you. This isn't the first time you've hurt me, but it’ll be the last. I simply cannot put my heart through that hurt with you again. I can't hope that if we repair it that you won't hurt me again because you will, I can’t be close to you again. This is goodbye for good.

[seleniumilluminate]

Wishes

I wish I could protect my friends from this evil world and from you. You just won't stay away you stick in my life on the periphery no matter how much I hate you. You take advantage of those who are sweet and then the next thing you now they won't be sweet they'll be mean like you. You change people sometimes it was bound to happen.

I wish someone would listen to my cry

[sea-feels-blue-im-she]

bittersweet goodbye

I tried my best, to let you go. I tried my best to un-remember everything related to you. un-miss you. un-love you. our love started to simmer but the fire of your existence in my mind never and to now didn't dimmer. the simplest things like our polaroids, gifts and letters we shared makes me smile. I did forget how you smell, how your touch used to be my second skin but I'm still clinging on to my memories to remember every inch of your soul that you used to let me stare at. And while it didn't work out between with us, now I know my heart could still fall and flutter and love you like I always did and maybe one day, it will again. but for now we are calla lilies. hope it turns into purple hyacinth someday. and here im writing ode to the love that was never ours to keep.

Sending u chrysanthemums Dee

[my-wandering-ai]

Reblogging that picture of Sweeney Todd and Mrs. Lovett made me realize my relationship with ex-bestie was eerily similar to their relationship in that movie. It even ended metaphorically the same. Damn.

[my-wandering-ai]

Pulled this shirt out of my closet I haven’t worn in like a year or more and it straight up smells just like ex-bestie, like clean linen and patchouli. Thanks for ruining patchouli for me asshole...

[my-wandering-ai]

I can’t wait to clean out my car now that the weather’s nicer. Get rid of all those old painful memories lurking under seats and in door pockets...

[sorgenuebersorgen]

Alles Gute zum Geburtstag.

[my-wandering-ai]

it sucks that everytime i see something new he would have liked i still want to show him and wonder if he knows about it... i still feel like i lost my best friend. i don’t understand. i wonder if he ever really misses me when he’s alone.