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me trying duolingo test center after half a year

me: *forgets that phone is set in highest volume*

test center: You're going to wake up your brother.

me: *startles and closes app*

me: no shit

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Do you have those dreams that become so much like a cheesy YA novel that when you wake up you ask yourself what?

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I'm finally reading Homestuck... sauceke-yumazaki, how long is this thing? I'm still at the part where Jade is introduced. It's frustrating to read this on my phone... Stupid internet connection.

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Laptop is broken and I almost can't do anything with my phone.... I need the three latest supernatural episodes and since I finished the Percy Jackson series I want to start the other one... But then my laptop's broken and my phone wiped off my copy because it sucks... I seriously need to get a life... Or maybe some black and white acrylic paint, either one's fine...

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me reading a stucky fanfic, then suddenly Bucky says he doesn't like apples... Bucky. not. liking. apples. APPLES!!!

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*gasp*

*falls from the bed*

*flails*

*dies*

my child, why do you hate such an amazing fruit?

*dies again*

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I'm finally gonna change my url into either cleaningcas or maudlincas tomorrow, finally! but I'm still keeping terratractatori...

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I'm gonna sleep now, gosh I'm not used to sleeping late anymore... 2AM used to be early for me...

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i was tagged by arasiriel

Rules are… Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

I tag:   sauceke-yumazaki pinkheartcats mishasfanboy my-ship-controls-my-life my-otp-ruined-my-life destielsmyotp masterful-deduction-sherlock faeryn chockfullofhoot dalisay17 alykapediaaa some-awkward-peacock the-flavor-of-fire croatoan-dean-rising-demon c0dependency phantomflame03 hotdadtoue tushmore supernaturalaffliction castiel-the-hipster-angel praischuck c-roatoa-n destielandtheirmanyadventures castiels-half-eaten-pb-and-j

WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. last beverage? a mug of coffee, maybe about a tablespoonful of the instant stuff, with a hint of coca 2. last phone call: my aunt (who's actually more like my cousin than an aunt) 3. last text message: my mother 4. last song you listened to: Angel With A Shotgun by The Cab 5. last time you cried: a few days ago(?)

HAVE YOU EVER:  6. dated someone twice: I think I haven't dated before, have I? 7. been cheated on: cheated on... no?

8. kissed someone & regretted it: haven't kissed anyone yet

9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. been drunk and threw up: no, at least, not in this lifetime

LIST MY THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS red(bloody, bloody red), black, purple

IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:  15. Made a new friend: yes 16. Fallen out of love: no 17. Laughed until you cried: yes 18. Met someone who changed you: no(?) 19. Found out who your true friends are: I guess

20. Found out someone was talking about you: no

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend’s list : as I said before, I haven't kissed anyone yet

GENERAL:  22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: about a third, maybe, some I actually talk to, some by name only and some who I vaguely know

24. Do you have any pets? no, but I wished I had some

25. Do you want to change your name: I'm fine with my name so no point in changing it

26. What did you do for your last birthday: I think all I did was go to my brother's First Communion and then we went home and ate with my family? I can't really remember, quite a normal and not so special day. 27. What time did you wake up today: almost 9 am 28. What were you doing at midnight last night: reading destiel fics and planning on finally writing that unrequited Cas/Uriel fic 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: to find my purpose 30. Last time you saw your mother: last night 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? my parents being as they are now, always disappointed and very opinionated 32. What are you listening to right now?: nothing as of the moment 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: yes 34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: my brother not listening to me 35. Most visited webpage: tumblr 36. Blood type: I seriously have no idea, heck, even my mother doesn't know hers 37. Nickname/s: Yan, Yan-yan, Yanelle, Aryan 38. Relationship Status: single 39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio/Sagittarius 40. Pronouns: me, I, her... 41. Elementary: was okay, had no need to actually study 42. High School: was lots of fun, who cares about other girls talking behind your back when you had awesome friends 43. College: currently talking a leave of absence for another year and it's sort of killing me 44. Hair color:  Actual: Brown with a reddish tint(?)  Natural: Brown/Black(?) 45. Long or short: medium/long 46. Height: 152cm, that's about 5 feet, right? 47. Do you have a crush on someone: I guess it's a crush. 48. What do you like about yourself?: I'm loyal to a fault, an I don't find anything wrong with that 50. Tattoos: I never considered having tattoos, but I love seeing people who decided to make their skin a canvas 51. Righty or lefty: righty most of the time, but I used to be both

52. First Surgery: none yet... 53. First piercing: ears 54. First best friend: my aunt/cousin who's only a month and a few days older than me 55. First sport you joined: Patintero... seriously, I only joined because we needed people on our team for Intramurals, and plus, it was first grade...

56. First vacation: Baguio City, as far as I remember 58. First pair of trainers: I have no idea... fuzzy memory and all that.

RIGHT NOW:  59. Eating: microwaved sliced bread with some cheese and basil on top (even if I'm slightly on the lactose-intolerant side) 60. Drinking: water 61. I’m about to: read more destiel fanfiction 62. Listening to?: the news on tv 63. Waiting for: the drive to write 64. Want kids?: yes. 65. Get Married?: Maybe, maybe not, I have no idea. Even a marriage of convenience seem more plausible than marriage because of love. 66. Career?: I have no idea what my career would be.

WHICH IS BETTER: 

67. Lips or eyes: eyes 68. Hugs or kisses: hugs 69. Shorter or taller: taller 70. Older or Younger: older 71. Romantic or spontaneous: maybe someone romantic, for idealistic sappy, romantic me... 72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms 73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship, I'm the type of person who doesn't do hook-ups, or at least, not yet. 75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker?

HAVE YOU EVER:  76. Kissed a stranger: no

77. Drank hard liquor: no (that one drop of strawberry wine when I was a kid does not count)

78. Lost glasses/contacts: no, but broke them is a yes 79. Sex on first date: no. 80. Broken someone’s heart: I don't think so. 81. Had your own heart broken: no? 82. Been arrested: no

83. Turned someone down: I think so? Did they get the hint, I have no idea.

84. Cried when someone died: yes 85. Fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:  86. Yourself: Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't, most of the time, I don't. 87. Miracles: yes 88. Love at first sight: yes, it's possible

89. Heaven: yes 90. Santa Claus: no 91. Kiss on the first date: maybe on the cheeks, yes 92. Angels: yes