My mom is out for the night, and my sister and her husband just left, so I talked with my stepdad for a bit.
He thinks I don't understand the real world, and I'm too idealistic and unrealistic when it comes to my future. We talked about my future, and I want to work with art, music, or something like that. I gave good examples of what jobs I could get, like working at the event center at the casino in town or at the craft store.
But he still thinks I need to find a better job, the ones I told him about do pay well though, he ended up going to bed shortly after my sister left. Even though he was making fun of her for going to bed at 8pm but he did the same at 8:30pm
I know that he loves me and cares about me, but I just felt like he brushed me off. Like in the recent past, he's let it slip that even though parents say they don't have a favorite, they do, and I was his. But I still feel ignored.
My sister, him, and I were talking tonight about him adopting us even though we are both over 18 but you can do that in my state, he wants to and has wanted to adopt us since we were little but I just still feel ignored like I did with my biological father. I don't know, I'm thinking a lot. Too much, probably.
