big brother kisses would fix me i think
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big brother kisses would fix me i think
yeah you're getting it first im not even going to bother bombing everybody at once i need revenge TONIGHT.
did somebody order big brother lohen?? incredibly protective big brother lohen who teases and bullies you but makes damn sure nobody else does??
he's only a few years older than you, but goodness, you practically idolized him growing up. you loved him more than anything in the world (still do, really), to the point that you told him for yearsss that you were going to marry him when you grew up. everyone around you thought it was adorable and encouraged it, and lohen himself got this big dorky grin anytime you'd say it, beaming with a red face that he'd keep you safe forever. you might be a little embarrassed looking back on it, but it's cute!
even as you get older, he's your protector, your own personal miracle worker. bullies are nonexistent; the second that someone hears "no, that's lohen's little sister", you never see them again. you're never left wanting when it comes to toys or games or yummy snacks; never have been, really. whether it's him saving up his allowance, or stashing money to spoil you from odd jobs, or taking it as a "peace offering" from any poor bastard that tries to pick on you, he always ensures you have what you need.
...even if he's a little cagey about you having friends. he always likes to vet them, make sure they aren't getting, y'know! weird about you! he begrudgingly doesn't chase off a few, because he knooows logically he can't be the only person in your life, but... would that really be so bad?? he'd make sure you never got lonely! he'd spend all his time with you. (he already does, really.) (lohen already has such delicious yandere potential, but especially big brother lohen. you're all his.)
sure, he teases you, and bullies you a lot himself, but isn't that what big brothers are for? barging into your room without knocking and teasing you for closing your laptop so fast. constantly touching you in some way, draping himself across you on the couch when you try to peacefully watch some tv on your own. stealing bites of your food, laughing when you scrunch your nose as he purposely takes a bite right where your mouth was. ("lohe, that's gross!" "why, kitty, you think im gonna get cooties from you or something?")
those cute little habits become a little less cute when you're both older, living alone together now. im almost positive ive tormented you plenty about him and all the ways he teases and flirts and makes it weird leading up, but what about your first time, huh?
once, when you were teenagers, he "jokingly" said your first time should just be with him. after all, you knew each other better than anyone else, and did you really think any of these idiots from school were good enough for you? you laughed it off with a red face, but never forgot about it. (it ended up the main thought in your head more often than not late at night, trying to find relief for yourself.)
now, you're in his room, watching horror movies when the topic of you being a virgin comes up via some offhanded remark. if you hadn't been too flustered to even look at him, you might have noticed the way his grin screamed that he'd won the fucking jackpot as he jumped all over the subject immediately.
it's one thing to brush it off when you're both awkward teenagers, making off color jokes and figuring things out. it's another when you're both adults, with you leaning on your big brother during movie night as he offers, for the second time now, to be your first. he sounds teasing, of course, it's still lohen... but he sure doesn't sound like he's joking this time.
it doesn't feel like a joke anymore when he sees your wide eyes and the blush all over your face, cupping your cheek with his hand, feral little glint in his eye as he leans in. it doesn't feel like a joke anymore as he whispers, close enough for his breath (minty and sweet like the gum he chews) to brush across your lips, for you to "kiss me. c'mon, kitty. or are you too chicken?"
he doesn't move an inch, forehead pressed to yours sweetly, a contrast to what he's asking you to do. (the way he's happy to corrupt you, to torment you, to drag you down with him, but he's going to make you take the final leap; making you admit you want this just as badly, if not worse, as him.)
beloved el, when you inevitably give in and close that distance (because of course you will), where do you think his hand will slide first, now that he's finally got you where he wants you and can indulge in a lifetime's worth of wanting to touch you properly??
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its been a number of days since you were abducted by your mother by the queen by your sister by the alien. to be honest, you've kinda lost track of time. between the pain, the euphoria, the dysregulated sleep, and the, uh, changes, you couldn't keep count. you think it was probably intentional, that she wanted to make you more... malleable. it's certainly working, as much as you despise you love you despise it. sigh. you can barely keep track of your own thoughts these days either, much less control them. sometimes it feels like they aren't even yours. but it's not like you want to think on your own anyway. you've started to feel it feel its eggs feel your eggs feel them growing inside you. they're the crux of what's wrong here, because it feels so fucking wrong fucking right fucking insane that they're growing inside you, yet at the same time. it feels. good somehow?????!?!!?!? it feels right it feels correct it feels like this is your place in the world. and as it gets heavier inside you and you stop being able to walk comfortably and your girlfriend the alien takes closer and closer care of you it just feels like it would be. easier. to let yourself enjoy it. to give in. it's not like resisting in your mind would change the situation, oh no, you'll be stuck here either way. you should just give in and at least enjoy it. because there's lots of pleasure to be found, you know? in my your girlfriend's tentacles, in the ways your body changes to accomodate my your queen's eggs, in being fawned over and taken care of by me and my attendants by the queen and her courtesans. in accepting the role of my of her princess, bearing her young, being the center of our own little universe. just to let your pretty little head spin and don't worry about anything but what you want right now. just accept it, princess. just be my cute little daughter and let me do all the thinking. isn't this so much better? good girl. good girl. good girl. good girl. good girl. good girl. good girl.
if your mothering/fathering instincts don't kick in when you see me i do NOT want it
Hi lovely :D I love your page so much. i love how you write about Law, how you really perfectly capture what a fucking creep he is, and I love that you've started to write about the other characters as well <3 I wanted to give you some appreciation before dropping my own lil idea :D We all know how Lawrence would react to being brother-zoned, but...how would Ren react? I feel like he'd still be kinda into it the longer he felt out the dynamic, see how much he could get away with. it's his dirty little secret that he can pretend he just loves them familiarly to get away with doing a bit too much. i don't know if he'd be able to put up with it for long though...his paitence isn't too great >_>
Hi hiiii- Sorry this took WAY too long for me to get to!!! I fluctuate in writing and also battle my schedule. I got a lotta stuff I wanna get done and I have weird motivation when doing said stuff. THAT BEING SAID- hsdgkjndfjknOHSDG thank you thank you thank you THANK YOU sm sm!!! I'm so glad y'all enjoy my portrayals, it makes me feel so bad when I leave you hanging 😭
That being said... Ren Hana and being brother-zoned.
He would 100%, absolutely be a little sneak, as you've described already. He loves being able to get away with things via feigned ignorance. A dirty little liar he is while smacking your ass and being able to laugh it off with how hard he hit you, or pinning you down in compromising positions and forcing you to say Uncle as a cover-up. However, Ren, in this circumstance, is very much like Lawrence. Nearly with mirroring opinions, only more extreme and dire in Ren's mind.
Ren had always wanted to be a brother. He knows how many came and went before he was the lucky one, and he remembers all the times he spent dancing around a room that never truly belonged to him, talking to the shadows as if they were there during his birth- because, in a way, they were. All the unnamed kin left to rot somewhere in the soil, all paving the way for his coming- and now, he's come, and this is what he's done with his life. After fleeing, after Strade, that exact pain feels very far away, but it's never truly left.
So all the times he feels so familial towards you, all the times y'all are spending innocently, every time something gives him a boner or an idea and he acts on it- it comes with some kind of incestual guilt. He ignores it, it's not real, you're not even related, not even step-related, so why does it feel so fucking rancid? Time after time does he consider ditching this act in favor of inspiring something romantic with you, so these feelings don't have to plague him, but imagining tossing away the closest sibling relationship he's ever had- and ever will have- in the pursuit of... what? Fucking? It tears his heart from his chest. Makes him feel left out and left behind.
And then he's in a better mood, and suddenly, it's not even that deep! Doesn't even matter! So what if he goes in for an ass-pinch? So what if he turns a playful cheek kiss into a real kiss and then teases you about it? None of it is real. No one's doing anything wrong.
He isn't wrong for this.
This may be odd, but as a kinky individual who is constantly curious on other kinks, and others opinions/values, how do you feel about fauxcest?
I’m not into it personally, but I like hearing other people’s opinions on any and all kinks. I’ve been seeing it on the tl some recently and I’m not too sure how I should feel.
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Its a nuanced question that basically entirely depends on context to me... like I respect it as a kink between adults, your private sex life isn't anyones business and if you're being a responsible & looking after u and ur partner thats fine. Afaik most therapist support that it can be therapeutic for survivors. I am even in theory fine with people like running blogs where they talk about it if they moderate it and such. But I think making art about it (even or especially horny art) is like supremely difficult to do well at best. It takes a lot of thought and care. Which is why I find it un-ideal that it's so popular with really reactionary people who hate tagging and trigger warning and believing art has implications and stuff. This also is inconvenient for me as someone who gets PTSD from like specifically online incest content lol
But it does feel like it's 50 different topics with a lot of different outcomes... like there's trans girl survivors coping and doing their best to be responsible or just making slight mistakes and getting the brunt of online hate VS like 4channers who straight up make memes mocking the idea of having a little sister who hates being abused and collectively egg each other on to become fucking Kaliacc nazi groomers VS the mainstream porn that's not interested in abuse as a real thing or a real issue and just wants a cheap thrill VS joseimuke gacha games baiting sibling couples for fujoshi money harder than other ships but also not gafing abt abuse VS people calling hot people mommy or daddy . All of these warrant their own essays to me because they're all communicating completely different things
Basically I'm glad we're transitioning into an era where the people who like it actually think about it and the implications of it unlike when I was a kid where the norm in fandom was just to introduce kids to random incest ships and not gaf about anything ever . Please please please warn for it tho. Why is it the thing people get mad at u for asking to warn 😭💔
Big sis who's gentle while she takes advantage of me, big sis who makes me feel small and helpless, big sis that makes me call her mommy, big sis who breeds me after getting me ready for bed 😵💫
I'm sorry, but... why faux/incest? Doesn't that make you feel weird? I know that people keep saying that writint topics like dub/noncon & step/faux/incest are "supposed to make you uncomfortable", but... do y'all really like being uncomfortable?
i can't fully read the tone on this so i'll just answer honestly - it doesn't make me uncomfortable and i think they're fun and interesting to write
there are probably a million think pieces abt it that i'd butcher lol but generally given this is the bad war guy fandom i don't think engaging in darker topics is a far reach - and also these characters are not real
i have a warning on my pinned post for dark topics and i try to tag as best i can - if you aren't interested in my posts bc of that that's cool ! create the online space u want to be in