#feeling frustrated

[em1i2a3]

Purely exhausted…

Literally hate the fact school is taking up so much of my time when all I want to do is write.

And then when I get some downtime I’m literally too exhausted to do it. I know what I want to write. I know the details and the beats I want to hit.

But Jesus Christ sitting at the keyboard and writing it is truly becoming torture at this point.

I want to drop out, and fix this problem right now. I used to be able to update every day, I don’t understand what’s happening with my brain now and I really hate it at the moment.

[oasissimming]

I'm mad at my sims game :(

Okay so I want to complain for a minute. I was working on this really cool spacy earth-ship themed lot and I must have clicked on a bad CC item or something and my game crashed. I'm so sad about it! I was only like maybe 15-20 minutes into building it so I wasn't COMPLETLY devastated but it was still going in such a good direction. I was so excited about it and then boom, it crashed. Ugh! That's the worst lol. I don't want to try and re-create it because I feel so bad about it. Maybe in the future. :( My game has been a little buggy lately. It's probably because I have waaaaay too much CC installed lol. It's my fault... ugh....

I didn't even get any screenshots because I had just started building it.

Okay thanks for reading my rant lol. I hope you're having a good weekend!

[wanderingmind867]

We don't have any food for dinner! My dad's just left for his chiropractor appointment, and we have nothing for dinner! I eat dinner at 2 pm! What do we do!? I hate it. Either I have to eat the frozen foods in our freezer (which sometimes taste okay and sometimes taste disgusting because of our oven and pans), or we have to order food out (and god knows what that'll do to my stomach). Fucking...damn it! Me and my dad are both unhappy about this.

What do we do!? I don't know. But I'll try to be fine with this. I'll try. But we'll probably have to eat the frozen foods, because I don't think it's good for me to eat out today. But I still don't know if I'll be able to eat too much tonight if my taste buds rebel. Damn it...

[dreaming0fdistantgalaxies]

So depressed tonight, stuck in my fire hazard of a house bc it's not unsafe enough yet for me to leave without huge cost so pretty much waiting for things to get worse which probably means another fire in the middle of the night on the cards for me and if I survive then I can leave 🙃👈 life's so fun, I'm having a great time🤣

[puermiles03]

I have the vague itch of wanting to reread a note snippet I thought I sent to myself in the last few days but apparently I've already moved it over to a WIP but I can't remember anything about the snippet or the WIP and it's not in my junk document but I literally can't focus on anything else and I've edited 100 of my 350 WIP documents in the last three days so now I'm stuck flipping through all of them cause I can't remember even the vibe of this snippet my brain insists I wrote down and that I have to read it Right Now.

[cloudwardhoe]

Interesting that everyone won’t see Sydney Sweeney’s new movie cause of a shitty AD and people won’t shop at Target because of their DEI policies/lack there of but everyone who gets involved with the HP franchise/still consumes that media gets a pass because “that’s just an online issue”.

Like I know both the Sydney Sweeney and target thing are actually more complicated. Sweeney actively courted a (conservative) male fanbase based on her looks; her newest movie does not cater to the male gaze. With target people are just spending less in general; targets prices are way too high for what they’re selling and quality has drastically decreased.

But still the way people are talking about these things. “It’s an online issue” no you just don’t care about trans people.

[bunnybatty]

Idk why I even use tumblr anymore cus literally no one pays attention to me or talks to me lol I know that’s not the point but it’d be nice 🙃

[hilli98215]

Thinking about making a playlist based on what has happened

Think I'll start with American Idiot