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Hey, how are you

Fucking bored.

going to this guy's house tomorrow who I don't even like

I start to build myself something beautiful

Only to burn it down to the ground

I can only be indestructible

Once everything has been destroyed

It leaves me with nothing

But at least nothing can never be demolished

So I pour the gasoline

Light up the match

And watch it all go up in flames

Then just to be careful

I raze the ground

Ensure that nothing can ever grow there again

Prevent the desire for flourishment

From ever coming to fruition

I’m caught in an endless cycle of self-sabotage

How weak my strength has made me

Same but with a him.

.

I... I

really really... really,

need to stop feeling self-conscious and feeling like my artwork isn't good enough to share.

I look at all these other artists making these amazing digital (and traditional) artworks, and then I compare it to mine.

I really hate that I do that.

maybe I'll only hurt him

#feeling self destructive