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waz about to make a post but it was attention seeking so im gonna not post it
Have gotten a combined (highly interrupted) 8 hours or so of sleep in the last 48 hours thanks to first getting several calls from the UK at an ungodly hour from a friend who needs to a) learn to google "what time is it in California?" And b) not call every ten fucking minutes despite me not answering for no other reason than he wanted to say "hey." (Love him though, but also ughhhh) And then last night my roommate brought some random dude back at 3a and was up talking loudly with her door open until about 5:30a (thank god she isn't straight and they weren't loudly fucking, that's the worst). Oh yeah, and me waking up every 2.5 hours to be sick FOR NO APPARENT REASON!! I am so tired, but I have work in like two hours. ☹️🤦🏻♀️🎉
tonight is a bad night
I’m feeling super shity. One part is my fault because I am anti-social, but I discovered some of my friends went out and didin’t told (although they appeared at my house at the end of the day when I wasn’t there, because I didn’t knew of anything and had to go to an apointment to me therapis). I am feeling like this because the closest friend went and was through her that I knew. They are planning on going to the beach, but I don’t really like spending to much time on the beach and I don’t like showing my body (because I am like obese) especially when boys are going.
I mean sometimes I just want to go to another country and start my life all over again. Maybe and probably I am being errational because part of this is my fault because I don’t like to socialize and only keep in contact to this one friend that is the closest I have.
Don't ask questions you don't want to know the answer to.
You will regret knowing the answer after the fact. Why does everything i do never seem like enough, enough for anyone, enough for you?
12-14-14
I don't know why I am the way I am. I don't know why I'm sad. But maybe there's a reason.
Dear 2014, you suck!
Sincerely, give me back 2013.