May 13, 2021
you make me feel special 세상이 아무리 날 주저앉혀도 (no matter how the world brings me down) 아프고 아픈 말들이 날 찔러도 (even when hurtful words stab me) 네가 있어 난 다시 웃어 (i smile again cause you’re there) that’s what you do
twice, feel special
seen from Spain
seen from Netherlands
seen from Bulgaria
seen from United States
seen from Türkiye
seen from Canada
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from South Korea
seen from Spain
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from Spain
seen from Germany
you make me feel special 세상이 아무리 날 주저앉혀도 (no matter how the world brings me down) 아프고 아픈 말들이 날 찔러도 (even when hurtful words stab me) 네가 있어 난 다시 웃어 (i smile again cause you’re there) that’s what you do
twice, feel special
I’m having a lot of feelings about the fact that the ensemble I was a part of in college had its last concert of the year tonight, and I wasn’t there. I’m having a lot of feelings about the fact that a year ago it was me on the stage laughing and making music and getting a little teary eyed when we played our last set. I’m having a lot of feelings about the fact that when I first joined this group I was petrified of playing in front of people (regardless of the fact that I was in school band from 5th through 12th grade and had countless concerts then) and shook like a leaf every time I knew someone was watching/listening to me play. I’m having a lot of feelings about the fact that right after my last concert before graduation, I turned to my ensemble director and said “I want to do it again.” I’m having a lot of feelings about the fact that I don’t think there was a single week I didn’t look forward to spending three hours of my Tuesday night in the music building surrounded by friends, music, and so much goofiness. I’m having a lot of feelings about the fact that I joined this group the semester after my rough time abroad -- when I really needed to be entrenched in something so quintessentially my school. I’m having a lot of feelings about the fact that I made some of my best friends in this group. I’m having a lot of feelings about everything I learned. And I’m having a lot of feelings about potatoes, buckets of tears, elevator rehearsals, bare feet, passenger pigeons, mountains, “Little Drummer Boy,” plaid, contra dancing, breathing, not panicking, murder ballads, and the rain raining all day long. Just to name a few.
just means there’s way more cake for me. forever, forever.
round and round like a horse on a carousel
You're really so co-dependant. It doesn't surprise me. I called it.