#feels cold

[life-through-my-eyess]

The thing is that I’ve been spending too many nights without you and it feels ever so cold without you here..

[uklyo]

im pretty much alone in this timeline now

[takebacktheyuri]

I wanna talk about it and have feelings but i also don’t, it never ends well, talking about things.  I should learn that.

I did want to write something but it was going dangerously close to being next door to smut and that wasn’t in the plans so I don’t know if I can get out those feels today.  if you have a muse it usually demands whatever it demands until you put it on ice for a while.  I might keep it on ice, I might not.  It’s back in there waiting around.  Blah.  I’m not used to having ideas or wanting to write anything.

instead of saying anything, I just think blah, blah blah, aren’t your words pretty useless?  Aren’t they gonna bite you in the ass later as they always did?  So I just stopped.  Writing feels different somehow like you’re exposing how your mind works or something.  

instead I read some fic and I’m wondering when the fuck are they gonna get together so I can sleep?  excruciating. 

[starbats-moved-blog]

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