I am desperately trying to keep this in mind, the make-it-first-make-it-ugly-then-make-it-good, but fuck, what even are words right now....
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I am desperately trying to keep this in mind, the make-it-first-make-it-ugly-then-make-it-good, but fuck, what even are words right now....
Random work previews below the cut
FABERRY / QUINNTANA/PEZBERRY /MISTYxCORDELIA FANDOM!
Years ago I spent time with y'all as a writer of fanfics here
https://m.fanfiction.net/u/3022981/
I wrote "Somewhere a Clock is Ticking" and some others in the glee fandom as well as some Misty and Cordelia stories from AHS.
back when I had no idea what ao3 was and I started to wonder what my place as a male identified person could be as a writer of these young women. I love the characters I wrote because I love strong women. My childhood hero and obsessive collection is still Xena: warrior princess. Anyway -
If y'all want, I'm willing to pass over access to my old account and stories somehow to give them back to the community. I love them so much and maybe some talented younger writer than myself (31 here) can even change or fix the faults in my stories!
As a queer trans man, I don't feel it's my place as a man to have possession of these tales. They were my treasured love stories for my own lonely heart, and as a lifelong writer I used them as a place to grow my writing and explore prose. I'm an illustrator and poet and freelance author now (and an overnight laborer to pay the bills) and these stories are where that career started for me. Yet I also identify as male and am almost six years on testosterone (no top surgery, too expensive). I'm not a queer woman, though I am a queer person. These young queer women were my heroes even after transition. Rachel Berry and her unfailing focus, Quinn Fabray and her secret desire for emotional vulnerability, Santana Lopez (rip naya) and her determination. Later in my fanfic career I wrote a fic in which Cordelia makes a pact to bring Misty back and when AHS made that canon, I felt so happy to see what I had wished would happen come true. Misty is who I wish I could emulate, and Cordelia is who I wish I had in my life. Writing their stories was like being immersed in those two fluid emotional desires.
I have easily multiple hundreds of thousands of words published on the account - most fics ranged from 30k to 150k words.
I just feel these stories about queer young women should belong to queer young women now.
+ ask here
send me a message and we'll work something out. I need to recover the password to my account and see what works I had in progress on my actual computer.