Please give a full review of a star is born and analysis of some of your favorite scenes and elements in the movie thank you
So, this question has been sitting in my ask box for months. I don’t know why I’m answering it now because I haven’t even watched the movie again and I’m sorry it’s not everything you asked for but here you go. Me pouring my heart out about a film that means so much to me. Get it here on letterboxd too.
In December 2017, when I was just discovering my true love and passion for film, I went to see The Greatest Showman in theatres. And then I proceeded to see it 3 more times after that (within two weeks). I didn’t even think I was going to like the film, I thought it was mainstream, musical bullshit but it was a fun night out with my friends. After what I just said, I wouldn’t blame you if you clicked off this review, disregarded all future comments I have to say on any film, and unfollow but HEAR ME OUT. There is a reason why I’m talking about The Greatest Showman in a review of A Star is Born.
When I watch The Greatest Showman, as much as my film student/film critic mind tries to be like sis turn this off, it’s no challenge for how it makes me feel. Like genuinely……there are so many full body emotions happening that I can’t sit still. When it’s over, I realise that my hands have been on my heart for however long, my eyes are sore from crying (not even at the sad bits, I just get overwhelmed) and my jaw literally aches from smiling so much. No other film has made me feel this unique, deep-rooted connection since discovering The Greatest Showman (not even my blessed favourite movie of all time Call Me by your Name (it’s a different kind of feeling that I can’t even explain)) - until A Star is Born.
You think I’m moving onto talk about a A Star is Born now? Wrong. I understand that as I mentioned before, TGS didn’t just provide me with a good viewing experience, it provided me with a lot more than that. My phase of discovering my love for film consisted of TGS, Call Me by your Name and Lady Bird. Before watching these films I felt completely uprooted from the ground, like I had no direction, no passion or drive. These films were the ones I always came back to (and still do) to remind myself of why I’m doing what I do. Making decisions about the rest of your life is scary. So not only does TGS remind me of a pivotal, mammoth moment/period of my life but it brings me right back to driving with my friends to and from the cinema, the soundtrack on full blast, chills everywhere and singing at the top of our lungs. When I think about my youth, my teenage years, these are the moments that I’ll remember.
I felt ever since then I was trying to chase the high that that period of my life gave me, but I was unsuccessful UNTIL A Star is Born. Again, I thought it was going to be mainstream, musical bullshit but I went to go see it anyway. It had been a couple weeks at University by this point. I had no friends, I was isolated in my room all the time, I was in a big city I’d always dreamed of being in and I was questioning over and over - what the fuck have I done? Then I went to go see this film. I do not exaggerate when I say all the fear, all my worries etc completely fell away whilst watching this film and in its place was that feeling I’d been chasing for so long. Belonging, passion, motivation, inspiration. I cried for most of the way through, then all the way home, then for about 3 hours when I got home, then whilst I was writing an Instagram post about how I was crying.
When I try and break it down, I don’t even know exactly what it is that made me feel this way. Maybe it’s because I just feel so much passion in this film, particularly from Gaga. Whether she’s channelling her real experiences or not, her passion for music and for Jack literally have me winded. From the moment she starts singing in the drag bar, I have goosebumps and lets not even talk about when she starts singing shallow on stage. It all just felt so real to me, like I wasn’t watching a film at all. For a first time actress like Gaga, what she has achieved with this performance is staggering. Her passion (for music and Jack) also reminds me of my own, you know? Like she worked so hard her whole life to achieve something and is always in the pursuit of happiness and the way she just belts out those note in shallow and everyone’s suddenly listening and I’m like - more than anything I want that to be me, but when the end credits roll for a movie I made.
So in a similar vein, where TGS provided a soundtrack to the happiest time of my life, A Star is Born provided me with the soundtrack to undoubtedly the hardest times. Mental illness met the big city and independency and the only thing that brought me comfort was the only thing that ever has; film. (The soundtrack would also be playing full blast in the car when I visited home and my friends, so extra sentimental points) I’ve read countless amounts of negative reviews and I get the criticisms. It’s recycled content (I’ve never watched the other versions), cinematically there’s nothing that remarkable about it, everyone hates Bradley Cooper. Do I think it should win best picture? No. As you can see neither TGS or ASIB are in my top 4 films on here (letterboxd), because they’re not my favourite films, they’re my most important memories. This film is going to be one of those films that’s impact will stay with me throughout my life. It found me when I needed it. It made me feel so much.
I haven’t even seen this film since October, it’s just been on my mind. But I’m definitely booking to go see it again this week. I hope you all have films or something that make you feel like this; that remind you of who you are and where you’re going.