Pride 48
So me and my co host on Finite Exposure did a Christmas show for Pride 48, and after talking to a couple people thought it might be fun to do a show for them. It seems like it will be happening, though I'm finding myself both happy and apprehensive.
Part of it is i like the idea of branching out. I just finished Rendal's Ravings for the FBC, and the first episode airs today. It is neat though not something "Major" because it is pre recorded and only about 30 minutes long.
Pride 48's show on the other hand will be live, and probably at LEAST an hour. This is something I don't know if I could do on my own or even with Chaos, who is on Finite Exposure with me.
Mainly because I'm still up in the air sexually. I have pretty much come to terms with being Asexual, but I don't fully know what that means yet. I don't know that it HAS TO mean anything, that is just how I work that i like simple explanations for things.
I'm still in the emotionally numb phase that I have lived in for the better part of twenty years, as such I feel unequipped to make decisions which should be in some way at least based on emotion.
I'm sure, as I always am, that this is being blown out of proportion, still when you live alone with plenty of time to think it seems to be inevitable that this will come up.