#fissures

[night-og]

Little fissure :]❤️‍🩹🎉 @sombraoscura15

[guilbertjj]

[les-portes-du-sud]

Un vieux téléphone noir repose contre le mur rouge,

massif, presque solennel,

comme un cœur ancien scellé dans la brique.

Son cadran jauni garde la trace des doigts disparus,

des numéros composés avec espoir,

des voix qui tremblaient au bout du fil.

Il ne sonne plus.

Il attend.

Gardien muet d’un siècle effacé.

Plus loin, la nuit a brisé la vitre du monde.

Le verre éclaté retient la lumière

en milliers d’éclats coupants.

Derrière, un combiné pend, suspendu au vide,

comme une phrase interrompue,

comme un « reste avec moi » jamais achevé.

Les néons rouges, bleus, oranges

saignent sur les fissures

et transforment le silence en incendie.

Deux téléphones.

Deux solitudes.

L’un se souvient,

l’autre a lâché prise.

Et pourtant, dans l’air immobile,

quelque chose persiste —

une connexion invisible,

un fil secret que rien ne rompt.

Car certaines rencontres

ressemblent à des particules de lumière :

elles se heurtent une fois

et, même séparées par la nuit,

restent liées pour toujours.

Comme deux voix

qui continuent de s’appeler

dans le silence.

Les-portes-du-sud

[astarioffsimpmain]

Personal Health Stuff (under the cut)

[This shit is sad, I'm sorry. I just had to get it out; it's been earing me alive all damn day]

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To preface, I'm not looking for advice. I've had enough almost for a lifetime at this point, and I'm overwhelmed and tired.

I've just been really feeling the weight of my condition today. I'm having to confront the fact that the plans for later this summer that I've had since several summers ago are no longer something I can participate in. I can't go to coffee shops. I can't go to libraries. I can't get a job. I can't finish school, even if I wanted to.

I've been told I'm getting better. That I don't need surgery. That it will heal on its own. It's been a year and a half since this began. It's been 6 1/2 months since I had to quit my job. It's been 5 1/2 months since I had to stop singing for gigs. I know I'm better than I was. But to not have a timeline... to feel like I've done virtually nothing medically concrete (I've added some things to my diet and started drinking more water) and now it's just.... getting better?

There is no timeline. Whenever it stops hurting, supposedly I'm "done". But it's common for the problem to return. So, what? I live in fear of every trip to the restroom I take? I live every moment as if it could return and put me back in this bed? I'm not even OUT of this bed yet. But I'm already worried about being back in it.

What if I never get out to begin with? What if I do, but it's not long enough to be anything but a cruel joke?

I'm trying to stay upbeat. I'm trying to stay positive. I'm trying to make it through. But God, you guys, I'm tired. I'm really, really tired. And I would just really love it if the pain would go away so that I could live again. But I don't know that I'll ever be able to live as freely as I could before.

Will this dark cloud keep chasing me my whole life? Right now, it's hard to say...

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I honestly feel like this song describes my journey really well. It resonates with me so much. If you forced yourself to slog through that whole thing, please treat yourself to this pretty song:

[written-nature]

"(...) There are deep caverns and fissures that reach none know whither. There have been volcanoes, some of whose openings still send out waters of strange properties, and gases that kill or make to vivify. (...)"

"Dracula" - Bram Stoker

[sixbucks]

What next?

Giant Fissures!!!

We’ve sucked all the vital juices from the land and now we’ve got… Fissures!

Great gaping fissures!

Ripping the Southwest to bitses!

It's Something We've Caused: Giant Fissures Are Opening Up In The US - Hasan Jasim

In a startling development, giant fissures have begun to appear across the southwestern United States, sparking concerns among experts and t

[rabbitcruiser]

Fissures

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[lavasignatures]

From the “Fissures” series.

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