I really hate how monotone my voice is, it’s probably one of my biggest insecurities to date.
A lot of people say that they have no idea what I’m feeling or how I’m reacting to their comments, because it all sounds the same, then they say they’re always worried that they upset me or that I’m angry.
I’m never angry at anyone, I just don’t emote very much which can come off as me being passive, moody, bored, tired, etc.
But I can’t stand putting on a tone, it’s so mentally draining to constantly emphasise my tone to fit what I mean, but it’s not nice to have people think I hate them either.
I’ve never met anyone else who’s struggled with this, this isn’t just resting bitch face this is resting bitch voice. It makes me nervous to talk to people, because I know they’re going to take something I say the wrong way because of my natural relaxed tone.
But then I don’t say much and only speak when necessary, which just makes people think I’m upset at them and/or in general.
